I haven't really written down the events before my very own enlightenment... since it is nothing but a mental mess and letting go of the old and a lot of sadness and physical pain, too, as the human biology is resisting these energetic changes we have been experiencing... What? For several decades? I always thought I never want to remember the last several years of my life, so I never kept a diary.
Ever since I stepped on the spiritual path I have shed a lot of (purifying) tears, but somehow they are gone now. I have had spontaneous laughter attacks from time to time. They always happen when my energy levels rise high. So I laugh when I practice reiki and also when somebody is giving me energy healing. And because reiki & energy healing are big part of my life now, I am becoming The Laughing Buddha.
My Higher Self is one crazy woman. Seriously.
But you know what really pisses me off? I have no idea what the joke is. I just laugh, but I have no idea why. Is that sane? Sometimes I do wonder... I've never been laughing kind of a person. Life has been way too serious business for me. Now it seems that I just have to get used to living with... laughter.
Ha-ha. I see the ha-ha dude from The Simpsons pointing at me with his finger.
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Picture source of the day. What a great blog! I love swearing Buddhas.. Sometimes f-word helps and gives a little consolation when you are on the very brink of enlightenment.
