The Book of Hormones

White Light

2012-02-06T17:21:00.003+02:00

The current energies are phenomenal. The land is covered with white snow on these latitudes - and the silence is unbroken. It is like Holy Night all over again and again. Every earthquake, just like the one today, releases a lot of energy, light and love, and it is possible to feel that energy in your energy body, because energetically we are ONE with the earth.

Make a conscious note to take that energy straight to your cells, and fear nothing. There is nothing to fear, because you are an eternal, multidimensional, being of light. Everything else is just 3D propaganda. :o) Take good care of yourself. Pamper yourself and remember to rest. These energies are not going away any time soon. You might as well enjoy the ride, and feel the light.

During the last few years the flow of white light has been very uncomfortable for me, even painful at times, because of various blocks in my emotional body, but those days seem to be over, at least for now. There is a lot of bliss in the air, if you look and feel beyond the man made chaos of mass media, economical, religious - or not so religious - authorities.

Look deeper. There is something else there. The light is there, and your own power. These are the times we were born for and the change comes from within. If you are able to feel the light in your heart, the rest is history.

Fabulous February

2012-02-01T21:46:00.001+02:00

Intuition Deck

Intuitiokortit

Extremely cold in Finland.

I consider myself lucky to be able to stay in the cave and warm a sauna when I feel like it, and spend the days, knitting, reading animal communication books and editing Intuition Deck. I am also in the middle of translating this deck to Finnish.

I haven't been able to express myself at all for a couple of months and my soul is craving for soul food desperately. However, the current energies make my body explode and unfortunately that has a certain impact on my mind as well. I feel tired, frustrated and a bit... lost at times. Strange energies, indeed. You can easily get lost in these... 2012 is a master plan of the universe and I can feel in every bone of mine that they are going to rattle this year more than ever before. I only hope I have what it takes to get through this weird time and space on planet earth.

I pray for all of us... because the change is coming so fast towards us, and it will leave us wondering: what the hell happened??!

I am excited about being able to work with The Universal Cow of Love again, but another thing that has gotten me excited lately, is the presidential election in Finland. (I never really thought I would say that. Politicians bore me to death.) I can sense and see that I am not the only one getting a kick out of the situation. There is a strange "fever" going on in Finland, after we learned that the other one of the last two candidates is green, humanitarian, vegetarian and lives in a registered relationship with another man. Simply put, he is gay.

I would be very happy to witness a day, when we have that kind of a President in Finland. (It would be fantastic. I think it would be a damn good example to other countries... Black President? C'mon, americans... ours is gay!! Ha, ha...) Besides, he is a good and wise man. Well, both of the candidates are quite suitable for the job, so no worries, but Pekka Haavisto is a winner already. Nobody ever believed that he could make it to the second round of the election. And when he did, people went crazy. Something happened. It feels like Finland is waking up from a dream.

Or maybe I am?

Well, we'll find out on Feb 5th how things go for Finland. The wave of excitement will continue to roll across Finland until then, and who knows what happens after that.I, on the other hand, will keep on working on Intuition Deck, awake or not. Check it out and let me know what you think about it.

Map of the heart

2012-01-15T15:35:00.002+02:00

Recently, I've had an honor to witness what limited beliefs and mindsets can do in the lives of humans.

Well, this might come as a surprise to you, but the sight ain't always pretty!

I think there is a personal lesson hidden for me somewhere here. Sigh.

I know I have had my own share of limited beliefs during my lifetime on this ~~mind~~ heart map of God called The Earth. I got the whole bunch of crappy thinking patterns straight from my mother's milk. They have all been painfully tattooed into my DNA and it has taken years and years to clear them from my system and I still wonder if the work is completed yet. We humans tend to give give terrible legacies to our offspring to carry, no matter how much we love them: we just can't help it. It is how we have been taught to act by the ancient generations, societies, churches and sciences. The same pattern can be seen in every family, I have never seen one single person on this planet, who has not gotten some heavy loads of spiritual and mental baggage from their parents.

Good thing for all the shrinks in the world. And lawyers and soldiers.

Of course there is a spiritual reason - and therefore a solution - to everything that ever happens and we have chosen our crazy parents all the way, ever since we decided to pop up on the surface of this planet, fully in the flesh. No bid deal. Just life happening and life is evolving, right as we speak, and the old belief systems do crumble and die, eventually. We came here to evolve and that is what we are doing.

Sometimes it just feels so damn frustrating how much crap we have swallowed on our way to this "moment". (The time does not really exist. It is an illusion, exclusively available to experience only on our 3D level.)

2012 is the year we came here to experience in this moment of time. We came here to rattle the cage and kick some ass, with love. We came here to sweep this planet with love and to get rid of all the old stuff that we do not need anymore and what definitely does not serve us anymore. We know what we are doing, and we all have worked very hard so far.

I know my cells have.

The energies of 2012 can be felt already, and they are pure rock and roll... The rolling stones gather no moss... All of our ancient heart stones, the ones that are bringing us down, are being purified and cleared in a fastening speed. (In this game of love the game does not get more difficult when you reach the next level, the level 5D will be a whole lot easier, but faster it will be for all the players involved.)

But some of us are still slower than others to get the drift. There are times when we have to wait for others to catch up with the new. Old habits die hard, but they always do die: there is no question about that. You just have to trust in the power of the hearts in a world where humans just seem to love limits.We like to be in control. We like to use our brains instead of our hearts, because we think that it is the way God invented us... And we do a lot of strict mind mapping in the name of God (or in the name of whatever, just as long as it serves our personal, egoistic, master plans) - without listening to our hearts at all. Somehow we are the only fools on this planet (animals, plants and nature knows better), who absolutely love limits and rules and useless beliefs that do not serve our hearts. Or this planet for that matter. But in the end it is the heart that matters. Heart is the only "mind" map you need. Everything that tries to limit your heart does not work for you.

Have you noticed?

I have.

Have you walked on the map of your heart yet, or did you get lost on some mindless mind map that is not even yours?!

I have gotten lost so many times that I have lost count already.

2012 is a our mutual. spiritual and energetic kick start on the map of the heart.

We won't get lost again. We have the same compass and it is showing our way to freedom. There are no limits, never has been and never will be. Our illusions of limits will be shifted for once and for all.

I definitely am ready for it. I need to do my part, in my heart.

I just have to get off the map I am on right now... it is not my map.

Numb in the womb of November

2011-12-05T15:42:00.001+02:00

Art: John A. Kurtz

I have to admit I am not handling the recent energies very well. They make me tired and numb inside, yet cranky, and then there is my poor third eye, which is practically rolling in its invisible socket right now. The darkest time of the year is not helping either, the womb of November was a pretty dark time to navigate, and all I can think of is the spring, even when the winter has not even begun yet on these latitudes... and I guess we are living December right now. I have lost the track of time long time ago.

But the mood swings go very, very high when they go high. If you let go of all the illusions of the 3D world you get nothing but pure bliss. There is a certain change in the air and there is definitely not going back anymore. Life on this planet is changing and the change can be felt in the heart, even if the physical eyes or the brain are not quite yet able to join all the dots.

Work days go in a thick haze and all you are able to do after work is sleep. You wait for weekends, because that is when life happens and you can feel joy again. Is that normal? Nope, but the society wants you to believe so... Whatever the case, this is the time... even if it doesn't always feel good. Make the most of it anyway. Thoughts manifest rapidly right now. Be gentle with yourself and do boldly whatever your soul is craving to do right now. Follow your dreams, one thought at a time.

I do what I can and let the rest of my life hibernate. I have no energy/money to make big moves. My car is broken all the time, forcing me to stay still. I guess there is a reason for that, too.

Like during all these years of transition, I need lots of time in total solitude and I keep my distance. This cave has been a womb for me and this is where I create my new life energetically... by letting go of the old and by purifying my heart and soul to give room for the new energies to sink in. It has been a long road, but I wouldn't have had it any other way... You can't take anybody else inside the womb with you. Wombs are always lonely places to be. They are places of solitude and holy creation, they are places of growth, silent preparation and soul searching.

I crave for the company of animals though, but I am not able to get any pets in this moment of life. It breaks my heart... so I update Kissa-page on Facebook regularly to get my dose of sweet feline energy and joy.

(God knows, I could use a cat in this cave. I saw mouse poo on my pillow the other day when I woke up and opened my eyes. Somebody has been watching me while I was sleeping. And then he got scared and pooped his way out of my bed.)

I spend my cave/quality time by knitting socks and reading and sleeping among dozens of colorful yarn balls. You know, there is a reason why I do not share this cave with anyone... ;o] Nobody else could live in a cold place like this, among yarn balls, books and occasional mice poo on the pillow.

I can, and it even makes me happy...

My home is where the moon is

2011-11-09T21:58:00.001+02:00

Full moon fever... by Arild Heitmann.

Long, warm autumn seems to be finally over on these latitudes. The full moon (tomorrow at 10:16PM) brought a clear, cold sky above us. The grass is frozen and it rustles under my feet when I walk slowly in the yard and admire silently the gorgeous moon.

Breathing becomes visible again and you remember what winter feels like.

Tiny, bright diamonds of frost glimmer everywhere and an unidentified animal is screaming in the night; the endless screams echo over the vast fields. No other sounds in the air, maybe a dog or two barking somewhere in the distance. The birds are gone, also the owls have forsaken me, and that makes me slightly sad.

I love the idea of winter and dream about skiing in the light of the moon again, but I am sick of driving on the snowy, slippery roads. You have to be a little crazy to live in Scandinavia, but I would never have it any other way: nothing compares to the changing seasons. Nothing compares to diving into the ice cold sea. Nothing compares to the heat of the sauna after that.

This is the nature that makes you feel alive, no matter what time of the year it is.

This is my chosen home.. and probably always will be... here is the moon and here is the silence.

Sometimes you get the owls, too.

Dog's poetry made my day

2011-10-30T15:32:00.001+02:00

I wrote poems as a teenager, and a couple of years after that. I wrote thousands of poems. Then I lost the ability to write for decades. Yeah, how sad is that.... I criticised my soul to death and it stopped talking to me altogether. I still do that alarmingly often: I refuse to write or draw, because I am not happy with the results. I find it very pathetic way to live, but for now, I have no solution to it.

I do have a little, persistent, perfectionist in me, and she nags my creativity to death.

So, I ended up to read poems from a dog yesterday, and that was fabulous!

The first time I ever saw poems from animals was when I was reading Arthur Myers' book decades ago, so I am not surprised to see such a stuff coming from animals. They are highly creative souls as well, and they are fully capable to listen to their hearts - Higher Selves. And they are not afraid to write, they just need an animal communicator to help to hold the pen...

Angel’s Wings
As the Angels sung, their wings were spun
As the Angels flew, their goodness grew
As the Angels gathered, their thoughts were bestowed
As the Angels speak, many gathered
As the Angels sung, all were silenced
The Angels sung their music
The Angels music of love
The Angels music of harmony
The Angels music of light and laughter
The Angels give, the Angels gave
The Angels give their gifts of their singing, their joy
They give to all, they don’t chose
They don’t prejudice, they give to all
They give to their listeners, they give to their followers
They give to the stray flocks that stand at the wayside
But they give, this is the Angels who are always by your side
This is the Angels who ask for little in return
But they ask that you receive and give to others
Give to others, your simple joy of the World
Give to others, your love
Give to others, your own songs that must be sung
And receive from others their songs that they have sung

I am so glad that Faye Rogers recorded these poems by Emerald the dog.

What a pleasure they are!

Unwanted is always wanted

2011-10-16T17:23:00.002+03:00

Gilbert Williams

Way toooften I find myself looking at the life on earth through the eyes of irony. Ithas been the way I work for so very long time that I am not able to shake orbreak the pattern. Does it really matter, after all, there is always a certainbeauty hidden also in the irony...

The essenceof life is all about joy and love. It is nothing but a positive energy, itradiates in a full spectrum of bright light. It is all about the Creator and the Oneness and the perfect harmony. We can easily see life and its miraculous beauty,especially in the nature and the animals and the plants. They all radiatenothing but love and light. They experience only joy of living.

And nature is where Isee the beauty, from the sunrise to the sunset, from the rise of the moon tillthe moment it sets. Rare are the moments I am able to see the same light inhumans, but I do admit that there are many shiny people walking the earth. They arepeople, who are not afraid to shine their light. And luckily for us, light isextremely contagious, so we can learn to shine, too, if we so decide to do, bylearning from the examples of others; no matter if they are humans, animals orplants.

Often it ispeople, who do not even know how shiny they are, that are the brightest starsamong us: their light shines so naturally and easily that they do not evenrealise how beautiful they are deep inside. In addition, those people are oftenthe ones who are being most mocked or insulted. There is something about thelight that confuses our brain chemistry. In front of shiny beings of light wesuddenly go mad and we try to hit the light with our little words frantically,like the tiny bodies of moths hit light bulbs in the darkness. I guess we havebeen in the dark for so long that light feels shocking when we are faced withit. It just feels so different to us.

And we haven’t been very good inaccepting different things on this planet. Our egos always say no to different, maybewe think that different is a threat to us.I think differentis good. It is a sign of creator’s creativity and it is a sign of diversity.

Anyway…

Today, onceagain I got to think about the idea that this is (probably) the only place inthe universe(s) where it is even possible to be born as an unwanted child. Itis a huge spiritual lesson for anyone who experiences it. It hurts like hell.It is deep, burning wound in the soul and it is written on the faces of people,who are being born in this way… But there is a catch here. What I have learnedso far in my life, it is always the ones who love you the most, who hurt you themost. The people in my life, who have hurt me deeply on this earth level, areactually the ones who have loved me more than anyone on a soul level. They arefrom my “soul circle”, they are my soul family, and I have given themthe greatest responsibility I can give them: I have given them the permissionto hurt me deeply, in order to teach me and give me the earthly lessons I needed tolearn in this life. I know I have done the same thing to them in previouslives.

We live. And we learn. It takes several lives. One lifespan is not longenough to learn everything.

Being anunwanted child, for example, is a huge possibility to learn to love yourselfand to learn to love others unconditionally. It is an enormous lesson in learning to forgive and love – nomatter what the circumstances. Unwanted children are always wanted - they chose to experience it on this level. I have seen the pain that radiates from the eyesof the unwanted children. Maybe I recognize it so well, because I can see the same lookin my own eyes everytime I look into the mirror. I have hardly gotten over it myself, it has taken a lifetime. It takesballs to learn to love & forgive on this ball. Some make it in this life,some do not. Some return here in the next life, some do not. You will see when you get there, until then, live your life as well as you can and move on... And I have to say, I myself, would never be here, in this moment, without all the scars I have had. They were lessons, but I hope I get different lessons in the future. :o}

When Lisa Williamsvisited Finland in September, many souls came through her to ask forgivenessfrom their family members who were left behind in agony. We need to forgive and we need to be forgiven. Theburden of unforgiving heart is way too heavy to carry and the moment you forgive, also all the beloved ones on the other side get a release and you can also set them free. If you do not forgive, the heavy bond will always stay there, in your energy field, and it suffocates your heart.

No matter what has happened, the love is all there is inthe end. Trust in that. We have many soul mates and we mentor each other, life after life.So, no matter if you walk down the path of love, or the path of irony, the loveis always there, surrounding you and guiding you. In a way hurt is a tool toenlightenment as any other tool, but it is never necessary, like we like tothink. The generations before us believed firmly that the most precious lessonsin life are being taught by pain. Hell, no... You can learn life with joy as aswell. This planet and all life on it is supposed to be an experience of joyand love. This is a place of joy, we do not need to wait to get back Home (Heaven)in order to feel endless joy. That is our main lesson. And it hasnever been any “cooler” way to learn with pain than to learn with joy andlaughter… We have to watch animals more closely: they learn everything in lifeby playing, and so do human babies – if we only allow them.

We do sharethese same life lessons with animals and we can teach each other and learn fromeach other. That is the beauty of intuitive animal communication… We arefinally able to connect, like we have done eons ago, when we respected all lifeand we listened to the mother nature - the mother of all the mothers. It wouldbe a perfect time in the history of humanity… to gather around the fire again,together, to listen to the wisdom of the planet in silence, open our hearts andlet go of our need to rule this place, our need to be “better” than others, our need to judge others and ourselves.

Sigh.

I love thisplanet.

I love the sunrises and the sunsets I see every day here, I love theendless beauty of it, but I am still not able to say that I love humans with anopen heart. I know everything that has ever happened in my life was a lessonfor me, and many times, I was the one who created the lessons, with my ownexpectations of my fellow humans. If I have expected disappointments,disappointments I have always been faced with.

It can sometimesfeel unfair to learn in the hard way the ways the law of attraction and the ways how the energies work, but it is something we have all chosen to experience. And wehave a chance to change our beliefs every morning when we wake up, and orderthe positive lessons from the universe. All it takes is a positive attitude andpositive feelings. You’ll see it when you believe it, it never works the otherway around.

Accept thepast and let it go in order to be able to move on. Life is short and you have plenty of greatlessons to learn in front of you. Take what you need from the previous lessonsand let go of all the sorrows. You are made of love, you are always being lovedand even though it hurts, it is still all love… there is nothing but love inthe end. Everything else in an illusion. History repeats itself, illusion afterillusion, if we are not ready to change the pattern. Generations before usbelieved that life is hard, life is agony and that is what God in all ofHis/Her glory wants it to be, because we are here to get some punishments andwe are here to get our asses kicked seriously.

Yeah,right. It is just another practical joke on us. We are the ones who judge ourselvesand we are the ones who judge others, and yes, we do judge others as often aswe can and never look inside ourselves for any faults that we might have in us.We are silly in that way. Judging othersis also considered “natural” and it is widely accepted all over the globe. Weeven make laws about it if our inherited belief systems are not enough to judgeenough other people around us.

When we have the guts to let go of the oldbelief patterns, the change happens, first in our opening hearts, and then inthe world that surrounds us. That is the way it works, from the inside out. Iam opening up at the moment, like everybody else on this planet, while theseamazing energies of light are pimping our cells and DNA… Sometimes it hurts,but most of the time, it is pure bliss... ..and the joy is there.

It has never gone anywhere.

The Word Is Out

2011-10-02T17:47:00.000+03:00

Lea Pihlman

Hiljaisen viisauden voima-book (=The Power of Silent Wisdom) came out about a week ago in Finland. It was written by Finnish animal communicator, Maiccu Kostiainen, and her late horse, Leyla. (You might have met them both in The Power of Silent Wisdom e-magazine.) I have also addressed some questions for Leyla in the second part of this book, and I made the illustrations for the book.

The mass media in Finland has already started to talk about intuitive animal communication and Maiccu has been seen on TV. Many people are going to find our magazine(s) and the wisdom of animals is starting to spread faster, also in this country. These are pretty interesting times in the web of love, and I am sure all the animals in our previous issues have their eyes on this situation… I know the animals who have contributed to the book (in addition to Leyla, the horse in spirit) (an Eurasian eagle-owl, the common goldeneye, a toad, a deer, a water snake) are more than happy to be heard and I think there is a party going on in the web of love at the moment!

The word about love is out… and it is available for all to see.

Maybe it is soon time to publish the next issue of The Power of Silent Wisdom e-magazine.

That will be our 10th issue.

Blessing Nocturnal Animals

2011-09-20T22:29:00.000+03:00

I am a night owl and I am not ashamed to admit it. I am at my best at 1-2 AM. I love the night. I love the starry skies. I love the moon. So I love nocturnal animals and I love to meet them in the darkness of the night, especially owls.

As I was watching the moon the other night, I got an idea to publish en event on Facebook to bless all the nocturnal animals in the world for their spiritual and energetic work they do for this whole planet. Date is October 12th, 2011 and it is also full moon. The time: your own time, wherever you are located in the world 10PM-11PM. Tonga is the land where the time of the world begins, so those, who live in the east are the ones who start this energy wave. Blessed be!

Because of the full moon the energies are huge, and we have no problem to create as big wave of love as we want to!

The style is free: meditate, light a candle, sing and dance, or just send love, appreciation and respect to all those animals who we meet so rarely - because we are sleeping in our beds. Or some of us are... :o]

I hope you can join. The more, the better.

Unicorns In The Moonlight

2011-09-18T02:29:00.000+03:00

I thought that I had had my share of reiki attunements this year. I did.

I have no intention to collect dozens of them: no matter how many attunements you have, it is unlikely to make you a better reiki master... You become better only by practicing reiki with an open heart and fully believing in yourself as a healer.

However, I have been enchanted with unicorns lately. I have read Diana Cooper's book The Wonder of Unicorns and it did open my eyes to their magnificent, unique and high energy. I also understood that they work very closely with animals and nature.

So I found myself googling the words "unicorn reiki". I ended up on a page about Angel and Unicorn Reiki (by Linda Colibert, just like Spiritual Animal Ascension Reiki) and I was determined to get that attunement... And I got it.

My Saturday Night Reiki attack hit me again.

What amazes me, are the differences between all the reiki attunements I've ever got. Once again, this energy was something totally out of the blue... something so very different from any other attunement that I have experienced. It was quite powerful and healing energy and I expect nothing but a deep purifying period all over my body during the next few days.

I have been watching the beautiful moon tonight and I have asked the unicorns to come and heal me. I have asked them to open up my heart chakra more than ever before. I have come to the conclusion that my heart is not fully open, I am not strong enough to open it, because I did a very good job by closing that factory down years ago, to prevent myself from additional suffering in the heat of life.

And there was something what Diana said in her book, about open hearts and taking pictures of orbs. I have been wondering why there are only a few orbs in the photos I take, and then there are people in the world who have hundreds of orbs in every damn photograph they ever take. I have sometimes pondered that maybe I do not have enough love in me to attract more orbs... Maybe I am not very interesting from their point of view?

Maybe I am not...

Right now I am seeking for the answers with unicorns, who are extremely sensitive to energies, and sometimes I am way too sensitive to different energies, and that is something we have in common. It is a good place to start with, when I start to work with them.

I can't wait to pass this energy to animals and plants when I practice energy healing on them.

Angels! And Unicorns! Who could resist them?

Nobody.

Not even my poor, old, heart.

20 Keys of Conscious Creation

2011-09-15T18:25:00.001+03:00

Remember, how big creator you are!

Gregg Braden is one of the geniuses who combines spirituality and science,

and it is a perfect match! A match made in heaven, because there is a spiritual, or more like, an energetic reason behind everything that ever happens. Remember, that you are a true magnet, a true creator. Never think lesser of yourself, no matter what other people tell you.

I need this reminder today. Maybe you need it, too.

Karmic Sexiness

2011-09-13T17:27:00.000+03:00

Goddess Notes

Goddess Notes also moved to Wordpress yesterday. I miss drawing this drawing diary of cave woman (ahem, goddess), but hopefully I get a new A3 scanner soon and also some inspiration... I don't want to leave this project behind, it has been unbelievably fun and it has taught me something about myself, even though if you asked me to put my finger on it right now, I could possibly not be able to say what...

...because I just fell asleep in the middle of an enormous energy attack from the universe and napped so deep in the dreamworld that I am not quite back yet. I was in a place that could have been LA (God forbid, LA has never been on my list) and I was walking on the beach, in a horrible wind. There were nothing but white animals there, and the birds walked backwards in front of me. The white dog ate one of the birds and there was blood on his white fur and I thought to myself:, "We have never winds like this in Finland".

I read Diana Cooper (The Wonder of Unicorns) last night. She talked about white animals (not albinos) and about the fact that they carry Christ consciousness in them and that they are considered holy - for a reason. That is probably where the animals came into my dream... but I was also doing some healing with Unicorns before I fell asleep.

The Universal Cow of Love

2011-09-12T18:12:00.001+03:00

Obviously, it was time to spend some (quality) time with The Universal Cow of Love.

What I really want to do with this deck, is to publish it as iPhone/iPad/iPod Touch app.

That is The Dream.

How the hell am I supposed to know how that will happen?

Well, I don't have to.

I think The Cow already knows.

Enjoy Intuition Deck on the web until then.

Energetic footprints do matter

2011-09-11T23:17:00.001+03:00

Jaison Cianelli

All that we are is the result of what we have thought.

The mind is everything.

What we think we become.

Buddha

Feelings matter. Thoughts matter. Intentions and actions matter. They become things.

Life is all about different energies. There is nothing else. Energies manifest in physical form, in one way or the other. Sooner or later. It might not always happen immediately, but when the thought is sent out to the universe, it always has an impact, maybe even an impact on somebody else, not even you... That is the law of attraction, and it never stops. Your energies have on effect on everything, even if you wished it didn't... You have no power to stop the vibrations you send out, but you have the power to send out positive energies instead of negative ones, don't you?

We have always free will to decide what kind of energies we spread out into the world, we can decide what kind of energetic footprints we leave behind. I have always been very sensitive and after I was introduced to the world of reiki I became even more sensitive. I know that heavy and dense negative energies can almost make you feel physically sick. Sometimes energies feel literally like a black cloud hanging in the sky. They are easy to feel and sense when you bump into one - but so is joy. Joy vibrates very high and it always makes you feel good, and it has the power to heal: your whole body and soul react positively to joy.

But others react to your energies as well, on many levels. People, animals and plants can feel you (not to mention Earth itself), they react to the vibes you send to them. Life really is all about energies, there are different energy spots in the nature, too. Some of them give you energy, some of them feel like they were draining the energy out of you. Places and houses carry different energies, too, lower or higher, so does music or TV or radio programs... Bad news make you mournful, sad or frustrated, even angry. Even if you try not to respond to them like that, they still have on effect on you or your body.

Do you watch the news? Do you buy scandalous news? If we stopped bying tabloids and other magazines that are sold just to make money with negativity, they would die and disappear. It would be much easier to breath after that. Nobody needs them.... There is so much more to life than reading negative, scandalous second-hand knowledge from tabloids or watching that kind of news on TV, don't you think? Why we wish to dwell in such of trash, that gives no nourishment to our hearts at all? Are this kind of news "media sexy" or what? Are there any good news in the world left anymore? Yes, but they are sometimes very difficult to find. You really have to dig deep to see some good news that make you feel happy. That is not fair.

But you know what? It is not fair for the animals either. They absorb our energies when they live with us and in our homes. They see the world through us, they see the same news we watch or listen, they feel the same dense energies we experience on a daily basis. Often these energies make animals sick. Many of the behavioral problems in animals are caused by humans, because we are not conscious of the lower energies we spread around us carelessly, we have not been responsible of our own energies or the energies we expose our animals to. If we learned to be responsible of our our energies, life on the whole planet would change remarkably. We can be in balance and live a good life together, if we make that choice. It is just a question of free choice.

Animals make a choice to be happy and wake up in joy every morning. They do not worry. They do not have egos, they forgive, and they love unconditionally, no matter what the circumstances in life were. They do not think about yesterday or tomorrow. All they have is now. They are beings of love and light, and we can learn a lot from them, just by observing them. Sometimes we are not ready to listen to other people, maybe we are ready to listen to animals instead... And if you really wish to listen to what animals think of our human world of chaos and our bad news on TV, read what a hamster called Pointdexter said about the energies of 9/11, in 2001. That animal reading is quite an eye opener. Listen.... because you might learn something crucial about how the energies work.

Our energies matter. We are our energies, and some day, when we leave our bodies behind, all there is left, is our energy. We can be beings of light and love. We do not have to dwell in misery and bad news. We can leave beautiful energetic footprints and share good vibes, with everybody and every creature we ever meet. We can be healthy and happy, if that is what we choose. We can raise our vibrations to the roof and heal our bodies! Lower energies are the ones that make us, and other living beings as well, sick. Sometimes unconscious intentions and thoughts make us sick, so it is important to be conscious of your thoughts and actions, and about the forces that motivate us - do we live out of love, or out of fear? And if we are in fear, what is it exactly what we fear? Is it something real, or is it just something somebody else put in our head? Maybe it is time to listen to your own heart.

Maybe the joke really is on us. Maybe there is a reason why "folks upstairs" laugh so much...

We are powerful beings, we are just not aware of it... We have our animals and pets who show us every day how energies work, but do we listen to them? Do we notice how sensitive they are and how they react to us? Make notes from now on! See what is truly happening in your home. Is your pet happy and healthy, or could s/he feel better? What can you do to help? Are you feeling good? If not, why - and what would you do about it? What did happen in your home that triggered the unwanted behavior in your pet?

Being conscious of your thoughts, feelings and energies on a daily basis, and taking responsibility of them is what changes the world. You will see the changes in your pets, family, lover, friends, job and so on first! If you want the world to change, you have to change yourself first. Like attracts like. The law of attraction is at work always. Sometimes I am amazed, how The Universe gave us such a big power, when it was quite obvious that we use this innate power in us very often to harm each other because of our big, bullying egos... But that is the whole point. We are here to learn how powerful we are. Step by step we learn and I am very grateful that we have great teachers among us, just like Pointdexter was. We could never figure this out all by ourselves. History has shown that very clearly... We kill each other, rather than learn something about the subtle and gentle energies of life!

It is a bit ironic that nobody is counting your energetic footprints, or asking you how big or small they are, and what kind of colors they have.... You do not have to pay taxes for them... even when they are the most important footprints you ever leave, because energies flow, where the attention goes. You are a magnet, and the well-being of you, and everybody else, depends on you... Heavy? No, not really. It is very simple in the end, because you have all what it takes: you have a heart to make choices in life.

Ambassadors of Love

2011-09-11T01:17:00.002+03:00

One of the 1st animal guests we interviewed for PSW e-magazine.

Irma the cat was among the very first animals who we ever interviewed for The Power of Silent Wisdom. I remember the excitement when I was putting together the first issue and pondering about the questions we could ask from the animal guests.

Now, as I look back all the wise animal teachers we have had in our 9 issues, I am filled with awe, wonder and happiness... And our e-magazine is two years old soon... and The Power of Silent Wisdom book will be published in the next month in Finland. I hope we get plenty of new readers for PSW.

I remembered the other day, that I was participating in a group meditation, years and years back, when I was taking my first, shy steps down my spiritual path. It was one of those meditations, when I got my first, personal messages from the "folks upstairs". I think it was Kryon this time, but can't remember for sure anymore. We did a lot of midnight meditations at the time...with the help of some magnificent channelers.

Anyway, they said, that I will be an ambassador of love. I was like, yeah right, in my mind. I had no idea what they were talking about... And like always, we were sitting later in the kitchen and joking about it. "Does it mean like a hooker, or what?" "What the heck does 'an ambasssador of love' mean?" Ha ha... We were laughing a lot at those times, because the folks upstairs have a superb sense of humor and they are never afraid to use it. It kind of, grows on you, if you talk with them a lot... Anyone who has contacts in the upstairs knows exactly what I am talking about.

But this ambassador thing was a mystery. Then I simply forgot about it. As much as I believe that love is the only thing that will ever make a difference in the world, I still have difficulties to see myself as an ambassador for love... but hey, maybe I will get there some day... I am doing the best I can anyway.

I talk about love a lot, ambassador or not. And that even rhymes!

I know I spread a lot of love every time I publish a new e-magazine with Maiccu Kostiainen, who does all the animal interviews. That feels good! There is nothing but love in the messages of animals. They are love! They are teachers... and they truly are the ambassadors of love.

Whatever I am, I am. I do not need fancy titles to be who I am...

Loves me, loves me not

2011-09-09T02:22:00.000+03:00

Fabio Napoleoni

The current energies are phenomenal. I do hope that his separation anxiety from our own souls would be over as soon as possible, as we all spiral towards the higher planes. My heart chakra is giving me a hard time at times, sometimes it feels good and I feel like I am the goddess of the world, and the next moment I want nothing but to cry. (Yes, the emotional roller coaster is still on and you never know when it is time to take another ride. The good note is, that the mood swings are faster now. They do not last very long.)

I have also unbearable pain in my 2nd chakra, especially in the mornings. (Kryon once said that we are in the 5th dimension in the morning, when we wake up.) (I have no idea where I am in the morning before my morning coffee, really.) I can only say that my 2nd chakra is not a morning chakra: it hates to wake up and get back from... wherever it has been during the night.

Yeah, there are moments when I wish that all this was just.. over.. and we could go back to our "good old" "normal" lives... but the U-turns are not allowed on this road. We are on the brink of a new era, an era where only the wisdom of the heart matters. Our bodies are being prepared, our hearts are being activated to receive more light and love than ever before. Some of the changes that take place hurt, because our biology is resisting them, but they are just growing pains of the beautiful souls we all are.

I feel very lonely sometimes at nights, which is something I have never really felt before. I keep wondering if the universe loves me, or loves me not... I know I have plenty of spirit guides near me, I can hear them come and go in the dark room when I am about to fall asleep. The shifting energies make the wooden walls of this house crack. These sounds are very familiar to me, they have been going on for years now. So I do know I am not alone, but as long as I am not able to see clearly with my physical eyes what is going on, I feel lonely in the crowd. The crowds have always been the loneliest places for me - I have never belonged to any of them. I can't but wonder if there is a crowd I want to belong to, in a world where we all are One... and maybe that is the reason why my third eye is still not fully open. I am not ready to see where I belong.

But the change is definitely in the air and it feels like it is about to manifest itself right in front of our eyes. It is easy to feel its energy in your heart. At times it can be like all consuming bliss... bliss like you have never felt before and it bursts out of your chest as a sudden, unexpected laughter, then you wonder what happened and look around if anybody saw you laughing. And the sadness is part of the mourning process your have to do when you let go of the old: there is no room for the new until you completely let go of the old.

It doesn't really matter if you are conscious of the current (energetic) changes that are taking place on earth, or not. On a soul level we are walking hand in hand, making this change happen together and we are all in the same boat. Sometimes too much knowledge means more pain, so unconsciousness can be a bliss, too... Surely some of us are very sea sick at the moment, throwing up in that boat of ours, but that too shall pass.

We feel that a change is a-coming and it will meet us half way... These are the times to use your free will, the one you got as your birth right when you were born on earth, and choose your bliss or to choose your poison, but try not to fall off the boat. You do not want to miss this.

Animal reiki attunements for animal lovers

2011-09-07T15:49:00.001+03:00

I gave energy healing to a cat the other day when she was sleeping on my lap. This was the first time after I got these two animal reiki attunements. The cat obviously loved the energy she was receiving from me and she keeped changing her position over and over again to get the most of it. She was purring loudly. When we were finished she was sitting at the table, looked me straight in the eye and seemed to say: You got some new energy in you!

I have to say that especially the energy that is involved in Spiritual Animal Ascension reiki is unbelievably gentle and comforting. It is an energy like no other. So gentle, you can pass it on to any living creature, no matter how small it is. I made these short introductions for my Finnish Animal Help-blog, but I am posting them here as well. These two attunements/energies can do a lot of good in the world.

Donations for these attunements can be done via PayPal.

Animal Reiki Attunements

2011-08-27T13:41:00.005+03:00

Josephine Wall

Spiritual Animal Ascension Reiki

You are free to contact me, if you wish to receive Spiritual Animal Ascension Reiki distant attunement. This is very gentle and beautiful energy and it will help both of you, you and your animal companion, when the time to let go and say "goodbye" is getting closer. This energy is also helping you to communicate with your pet intuitively better and the attunement itself is always a healing experience. If your pet is calm or asleep, it is quite okay that s/he is in the same room with you when you receive this attunement, so this experience can be healing for you both, from the very beginning!

I found this energy very gentle and comforting and I am sure animals absolutely love it. I felt this energy in my heart chakra, in my palms and in the soles of my feet. I also felt it in the Third Eye during the attunement process.

Only one symbol is included in Spiritual Animal Ascension Reiki, so it is very simple and easy to use, in any way that you are guided to use it, even if you were a beginner in practicing reiki. Spiritual Animal Ascension reiki was channeled by reiki master Linda Colibert. You will receive 10 pages long manual and a certificate with this attunement. (Manual is availabe in English and in Finnish – I have translated the SAAR manual to Finnish with the permission of Linda.)

As an energy exchange for the Spiritual Animal Ascension Reiki attunement you can donate 15€ via Pay Pal or you can buy me a book from my Amazon.UK Wish List (note: used books will do!). The choice is Yours! Whatever suits your life situation best.

I am passing these attunements out of love for animals, and I do not charge more for them what I paid for them myself!

Animal Light Communication Attunement

According to Sandra Kluge, who invented Animal Light Communication reiki method, this is an attunement that helps you to connect intuitively with animals and to communicate with them - or more likely, this energy helps you to re-member this innate ability in you. However, this does not mean that you can stop practicing animal communication! You can be a better animal communicator only by practicing it! Animal Light Communication energy shifts your energy closer to the level where the intuitive communication with animals takes place and the connection becomes easier to establish. The channel that is opened for communication is on an energetic plane – in light. In some cases you can also see the auras of animals better and receive information from them in that way. After all, animal communication is all about reading different energies. The spiritual guides of animals assist in this attunement process. This energy went straight to my heart chakra.

The manual (7 pages) and the certificate will be included automatically with this attunement.

As an energy exchange for the Animal Light Communication attunement you can donate 10€ via PayPal or you can purchase a book from my Amazon.UK Wish List (note: used books are also welcomed!). The choice is Yours. I am passing these attunements out of love for animals, and I do not charge more for them what I paid for them myself.

PSST. A little course in Reiki Angel Stones (& the empowerment) is also included with this Animal Light Communication attunement. Angel Stones are perfect tools to give healing & protection to animals and people. I received this little course with my Animal Light Communication-attunement and it is very delightful and helpful information indeed to all those who wish to work with angel energies. I agree with every word of the Reiki Angel Stone manual, so I am happy to pass this useful energy and manual to you.

Saturday Night Reiki

2011-08-21T18:56:00.001+03:00

The day after.

Been trying to communicate with several computers for a week or so. At times I find it really difficult, especially when the owners of these computers have no idea what is going on. Well, most of the time I have no idea what is going on… So make no mistake about it, I am not pointing others with fingers here… Then I got tired of computers and decided to make this another reiki weekend.

Just for the heck of it. And to boost my “career” as passionate advocate for the intuitive animal communication.

I received Animal Light Communication attunement yesterday. Yes, this is how lame my Saturday nights in the cave are.. as the nights are getting darker again and the fall is at hand. It was great exchange of energy and I am going to pass these attunements, with love, in the future, as I have translated the manual - and also the manual for Spiritual Animal Ascension Reiki - to Finnish.

And all this in the name of The Great Anagram.

I will talk about that anagram with God some day…. Seriously.

So, the truth is that I never got rid of the computers – I’ve been doing translations for hours and the weekend is almost over and done with. Ahh… here I am, typing away this Sunday as the energetical fireworks rattle my cave.

I need to get some rest and empty my head.

This calls for Tetris or Chain Rxn.

A candle and an insence stick.

Made with love

2011-08-14T15:00:00.006+03:00

Amanda Cass

Made with love

Do you make art? Or do you knit or crochet? Are you a DIY person?

Everytime you make things with your hands, by using the fuel of your passion & love, you pour all the good energy to whatever it is that you make. When you pour your love and good intention to the sweater you are knitting for someone for Christmas, the one who gets your gift is pretty close to being the luckiest person in the world!

You can keep this thought in mind also when you make sweater for your pet: let the love flow, visualize love and healing to every inch of the yarn that flows between your fingers. Your pet will benefit from this. People often say about gifts that "it is the thought that counts". That is exactly how it goes.

The thoughts count in a world that is made of nothing but pure energy.

If you do not enjoy what you are doing...take a moment to stop and relax, think why you are doing what you are doing... Is there love in the situation? Why do people do things that they do not love? Is there a way to change it? I am sure there is.

Love is a powerful energy. It is the only energy that really makes adifference int he world.

It doesn't matter, if you are in the receiving or in the giving end!

Somewhere in the Lovegoland

2011-08-11T18:27:00.003+03:00

Paul D. Manktelow.

Can you talk about the meaning of love too much?

I don't think so.

Because love is all there is.

In a way hate is also love. Words can’t take the power of love away, no matter what humanmade words you sling out there, into the universe. Love is the essence of life, all else is just on illusion. And maybe, just maybe, these illusions are out there to teach us a lesson. Who knows?

Love is also one of the reasons, why I love to put together The Power of Silent Wisdom with Finnish animal communicator, Maiccu Kostiainen. I’ve been editing the next issue, 9, for a few days, and no matter what kind of animals we have as our guests, they never cease to talk about the importance of love. Love, happiness, being still and enjoying life… Like always, I am happy when the time comes to push “publish this issue”. It is another great issue about the silent wisdom, and this silent wisdom speaks with volumes! Those who are ready for the wisdom of animals, will be amazed, once again. My fingers dance a happy dance on the keyboard, every time I work with the messages of animals.

Happy, happy, click, click.

And then I got to think about love, once again. I do believe that the unconditional love is the only way to make a difference, the next best things are forgivness and empathy and sympathy. Emotional intelligence is extremely important… And you can not learn that in the university: you can learn that only by living with an open heart.

Is my heart open? I have often doubted if my heart is fully open, with all the scars in there, especially the ones from the childhood (they are always the most difficult scars to heal) but maybe my heart is like one of those revolving doors, sometimes it is open, sometimes it is closed. You gotta be fast with hearts like those… you need to do some legwork in order to make it inside, ha ha.

And I do have my issues with people. And if I am not able to trust you, then I am not… I doubt that there is nothing you can do about it; except to show your true colors. But frankly, there are times, when I wish I could share this planet with animals. Because in their company I can be myself. Because they open up my heart. Because they do not lie or pretend or leave something out of the conversation... They are honest. They do not have issues with ego.

Sometimes instincts protect us too well – we see danger where there is no danger. And when those moments happen, the heart is unwilling to hear anything anymore. The case is closed. I am sensitive to other people, and that is the reason why I live in the cave. I feel safe there. There I have room enough for my heart to open it fully and I know it is safe there.

Yeah, I preach about love to others and write about it a lot, but I am not very willing to walk my talk at times… I rather pull away than take risks anymore. I feel like I have seen enough of the world and all the people in it. I like people, but I do not want them close. I like internet because of that. I do not have to meet people physically. I can remain in the cave and share my thoughts with others, but I have my privacy anyway. And the silence. Silence is the most important thing in life for me. And when you are involved with people, there is always the noise. People never really shut up. That’s why the meditation seems so alien to them.

In the end, love needs no words. Preaching about love is nothing compared to feeling love. And boy, have I news for you: it is not always easy, it is not easy for me, but I know there are others out there with the same problem. Scarred hearts can pull back like crawfish when faced with love. We are told by media, songs, poems and artists of all kinds, that love hurts. Yeah, right. The only thing that hurts is the ego inside you: telling that he did everything on purpose, he did it only to hurt you, he did this and that and you did nothing wrong…

It’s crap.

The ego is sometimes full of crap, and when you learn to see what kind of thoughts come from the ego, you will get along with love just fine. Love heals, love is the fuel for miracles. Love is what the world is made of. Love makes you stronger, not weaker. Those who think that love is lame and bullshit are the ones who especially need to be loved.

So I talk about love a lot. That is why I am editing The Power of Silent Wisdom (Hiljaisen Viisauden Voima). But that does not make me specialist in love, I have my lessons to learn what it comes to love. You, reader, don’t do what I do, do what I say... if you are not planning to become a cave woman like me. I guess there is nothing wrong in being a cave woman. They are hunters of beauty and pick berries just like other people do in the world… And they are not afraid of their own company. They never get enough of their own company. You have to consider that one carefully, if you dream about a life in a cave.

I was touched by the messages about ego in PSW 9, and I know this issue of PSW is important. (“This is going to be a great issue” says Leyla, the horse in spirit, in her own column.) Ego of the man is the only problem on this planet, if we could get rid of that, everything would change in an instant. Yes. PSW 9 is one heck of an issue, even if I say so myself. But you will have to read it for yourself, when I get it out later this week.

The world is full of “truths”, pick the truth that your heart knows to be true and good for you and leave the rest outside. Only your own heart knows what is good for you. And when you feel really good inside, then you have picked up the right berry, the berry of love.

Ego berries are sour and they do not taste very good. Throw them away.

They can rot you from the inside out.

And this being said, I will leave Helsinki soon behind and go back to the cave…

See you there.

;o}

Editing Intuition Deck

2011-08-10T15:14:00.005+03:00

I am in the process of editing Intuition Deck for the second time. I am updating the pictures in this blog, but the videos are still made with the first versions... The message remains the same and you get the picture, don't you? The encore performance of The Universal Cow of Love on Talk2theAnimalsRadio will be on air on August 18th, if you missed it.

No dogmas allowed!

2011-08-08T11:36:00.006+03:00

Source.

These pictures are from Dog Chapel in Vermont. You know what I would do if I had all the money in the world? I would find an old church or chapel in Finland and start a place like this. The only difference would be, I would like it to appreciate all animals, not only dogs. [Because animals have souls, too. (Lorna Byrne said the opposite when she was talking in Finland - and it feels pretty sad... Knowing that all the animals have the same emotional scale than humans and are able to laugh, cry, mourn deeply...) Well, yeah, animals have also guiding angels, just like we humans have. As much as animals can be our guiding angels, they have guiding angels on their own... Oh dear, Lorna also might have said that she is the only one who can see angels (?!). I can say it right here, right now: that is not true.]

Animals are probably more important in these times than we are able to understand yet. They will eventually bring all the nations and religions together. They see into our hearts and they do not care who you are or where you come from, they do not care about the flag of your country or your president. They just love you, love you, love you. Animals touch us deeper than people. Their love is contagious. We learn from them every day. So, that's why they deserve a chapel, a place of unconditional appreciation... A chapel for animals, a place where to connect with animals here and on the other side, a place where to meditate and keep animal communication workshops and so on, with a sign on the door: No Dogmas Allowed! Simply love.

You know what the other project is that I would do in Finland, if I had all the money in the world? I would start a radio station solely for cats - just like Cat Galaxy and the rest of them out there, in the big world. It would be super! And when there are more and more animal communicators, the cats could phone to the studio via them. Or if there was an animal communicator in the studio, s/he could get messages from the cats and hear if they are all right home alone.

Ha ha. Brilliant.

These are my two great dreams today, I know they will never come true, but if I had all the power (money) in the world.... Yeah. Animal chapel and a cat radio.

The idea about a cat cafe, like the ones they have in Japan, is also brilliant.

But not in this life...

In the next one.

Or in the next after that.

Attuning heart stones

2011-08-02T00:00:00.002+03:00

I’ve been reiki master for several years, but I practice reiki more or less irregularly these days. I wonder if I will ever be a professional healer, even though I could be. But I’ve been thinking about reiki more lately, because I was talking about it with someone in an e-mail and it brought back to me the thought of reiki attunements and their unique healing power. The energies of the planet – and the whole universe – are nagging at my cells, after all. I do not feel as good as I could. I feel overwhelming fatigue from day to day. The feeling itself is tiring. I know I am not the only one.

Well, because I have been passionate advocate for the intuitive animal communication for several years I started to google “animal reiki”. In two minutes I was on a page that was all about Spiritual Animal Ascension Reiki (Channeled by Linda Colibert). Boy, that was something that caught my attention. A half an hour later I got the distant attunement! The energy was very, very gentle and like it usually happens these days, when the energies get higher, I start to laugh.

So, there I was, sitting on the bed on a Saturday night, feeling pretty good and laughing to myself… with the soles of my feet and the palms of my hands tingling and heart chakra singing. (This is pretty lame compared to what happened when I got my Ascension Reiki attunements. Will tell that story another day.) (Maybe one of the reasons why I have practiced reiki less lately is the fact that practicing reiki also makes me laugh. It makes me feel uncomfortable, especially if I am giving energy healing in person. It makes me feel nuts. And yes, it is one nutty laughter... ha ha.)

My Higher Self is weird. She is something that I cannot relate to easily. She laughs. I do not laugh. Not very often anyway. I don’t get excited easily. I do not ooh this and aah that. Maybe something inside me is broken, or maybe it is in my genes, my DNA. Maybe heart stones run in this family... My family has lived a hard working life generation after generation. My current job that sometimes pays my bills, sometimes does not, is a hard one. No, I definitely do not laugh. I take life seriously. So serious stuff is what I eventually get in life. If I learned to laugh my life would change, of course, that is the way the law of attraction works. I know that, but if there is no laughter, it is impossible to force it. I know the meaning of life is joy, laughter and following your passions. How come I am so often so lousy in finding them?

I would laugh at that, right now, if I could.

But accepting this reiki attunement in my heart on a Saturday night moved something deep inside me. One heart stone softened... I kept looking for more and found articles about reiki attunements for animals. Then I suddenly remembered a story I heard years ago, it was about a dog which was attending a reiki class with his person and after the reiki course he walked to people, put his paws on them and gave them energy healing, then he walked away. He had gotten the reiki attunements all by himself. Nobody was really attuning the dog, just his person. That is one amazing example of the energy exchange that is happening between us and our animals. All the time, every day, every moment.

Pretty soon I got to think that I would attune pets myself. There is no question about that. I can feel in my heart (stones?) that it would help animals enormously. Reiki attunements would make them pure channels, so whenever they want to heal us by transmuting our heavier energy in their own, often tiny bodies, they would not be drained by the energies of humans. They would not need to literally carry our diseases anymore. (There are so many pets out there, who have the same diseases in their bodies than their people have.) They always sense our pains and try to help. Can you imagine the amount of love? Yes, when you look deep into the eyes of an animal… the love is there, and it is unconditional.

I am going to dig deeper on this subject, since I feel very drawn to it. I am going to develop a reiki attunement suitable for animals by listening to my own intuition and I am willing to start to attune animals soon. And like I said in Animal Help Facebook page the other day, I am also willing to bless animals, if somebody wants me to. I always bless the people/animals I give energy healing to, 3 times.

The third time is a charm, you know.

Seriously.

;o}

We are making radio waves today!

2011-07-12T15:19:00.003+03:00

Art by Mi Ki .

Today is the day when The Universal Cow of Love (=my Alter Ego) is making radio waves on Talk2theAnimals Radio with animal communicator Janet Roper. This episode will be on air at 4 AM in Finland (8PM CST) - so I am afraid I will be sleeping at the time... But I do not sleeptalk - we made this episode beforehand. (After all, it is the first radio appearance of the cave woman ever, and English is not the language of her mother...) I felt uncomfortable to do it live, so blame me. I am honored that Janet Roper asked me to be her guest. It is like a return call, because she was our guest in The Power of Silent Wisdom, in one of our early issues of the e-magazine, issue 2 to be exact, in 2009.

What it comes to the future of the Intuition Deck, I do not have time to think about that until late in the fall 2011. This summer is hectic time for me and I am busy doing other stuff. Yeah, you do not have to tell me that my priorities in life suck... suck, suck, suck. But let's not go there. :o}

The truth is that I will be asleep while I make my appearance on a radio.

So have fun with me, while I'm sleeping!

Throw away the serial keys

2011-07-04T20:33:00.001+03:00

Source.

This cavewoman has spent a lifetime on computer(s). I could not imagine a life without my laptop, however I can imagine myself with a new iPad 2... I touched one today and fell in love immediately.

Then I spent another afternoon by the computer installing Windows 7 (again). I always seem to learn more about computers if I do the learning in the hard(ware) way. And kind of, I enjoy learning that way -- because I get to spend another 4 hours on the computer. I don't mind computers. I love them, bad or not. Misbehaving computers are a challenge that I love, even though I am not an expert.

I surely have said my share of curses in front of computers, but nevertheless, I love them all.

If only I could apply the same attitude in other areas of life. When life hits straight in the face and you have to learn lessons the hard way... Where's the joy in that?

Upstairs.

The joy is always in The Upstairs. The more we stumble and curse and panic, the more our Higher Selves laugh (heartily) at us. Believe me, behind the veil life is not serious at all, it doesn't matter over there if you have the right serial key or not. Anything goes. Life is just... life, one experiment after another.

You might as well en-joy the ride, bumps and all... is the message from the above to down here below.

I did not say that it is easy.... I was raised by my grandmother, who believed that life is supposed to be hard and serious, all the way through, and she did install that belief in me successfully. I have carried that ancient program (mind virus, as Wayne W. Dyer so brilliantly says) in me most of my life. I am still in the process of updating my own operating system, but I know I will be able to fully activate the true software of my soul some day and then I can throw away all the (serious) serial keys, because they are not needed anymore.

Yup, today I wanted to say that life is light, especially when it is behaving badly.

It takes soul to see that...

But it is possible, more than possible.

Human race Ltd.

2011-06-26T21:18:00.008+03:00

Art by moonimage .

It's been a while, yeah.

My car broke, I got bill like 1 million euros, and now I got to make that money with my bare hands out of somewhere. I should have been more careful with my thoughts, you might say. The car is quite new, I did not trust it enough... eh? But there is more to this situation than meets the eye. As I was stuck without a car, in the cave, I was finally able to get the idea to put together Intuition Deck. That never would have happened otherwise. I got my quality time with creativity in a tough way and it was an expensive way, but I have decided that this was a happy "co-incidence". That this was the way it was meant to be.

So now, in the mornings, when I have my most intimate moments with a cup of coffee - when I have my only moments to read something while awake - I read animal communication books, chapter by chapter in my car, before work, and usually, shed tears into my coffee. You should never be too busy in life to shed couple of tears... Tears are good for you. They heal you from the inside out.

My point here is, the messages from Nature touch my heart more than anything else in life. Humans? Not so much. Humans seem to go through their lives like bobcats, human race forces its way through everything. With very limited way to see life we walk all over the world and think that we have all that it takes to be masters of the universe. Well, the irony of it is that we actually have all the power in the world inside us, but the greatest power of all resides in the heart. Who's willing to go deep in there to seek for it? It takes time and courage. It does not happen in an instant, if you are too busy doing something else. Heart needs nurturing in order to open up like a flower. The nature knows better, and it is always touching to see how simple life is, when you just let it be simple and do not complicate it with your own, preconceived ideas or twisted or egoistic intentions.

It's been a great pleasure to read Maia Kincaid's books. I have written several posts about them on the net, translated excerpts to Finnish to spread the word in this country also. Maia is doing a pretty good job with her books. They are so very touching, they break your heart with beauty and wonder. The nature is so close at hand, yet we have been blinded to the beauty and wisdom of it for eons. I am so very grateful for animal communicators like Maia, who communicate also with plants and the earth. They share amazing stuff with us.

Years ago, I was being told that there are even different colors in the universe, totally unknown to humans, having strange names. Our physical eyesight is so limited in this 3D-movie called "Planet Earth" that we have been - at least so far - unable to see these "new" colors. Today, I read from Maia's book, Learning to love, that there are also emotions in the universe that we have never felt, or at least we are not able to remember that we have felt those feelings sometimes. But there is a way to feel them again, and all you need to do to remember those ancient feelings, is to be still, center yourself, ground yourself and just listen... Let the silence fall into your heart and just listen to the feelings in there. The journey is just about to begin. And there is no end in sight.

Life, in all of its glory, is not limited. There are limitless possibilities out there. There are no rules. The only rules are in your own head. You don't have to travel to the moon and back. You can do much more impressive journey if you travel to your own heart and listen and feel and seek what kind of magic it holds there, waiting patiently for you to find out.

I try to remember that, next time I pay my bills and count the euros I have left until the next pay day. I have still way too many rules what it comes to my financial situation, so that is still a huge issue and a lesson to learn. Among all the other lessons... This school of life is sometimes kicking my ass way too much and all I want to do is to sit in the back row and pick my nose and be an ignorant ass like everybody else... but I guess it is too late for me now.

I always think that I did not read the small text before I was born... Who reads the small text anyway? Not many.

Talk2theAnimals & a conversation with a cow

2011-06-12T00:27:00.001+03:00

Intuition Deck hits the radio waves soon.

I just recorded a radio show with Janet Roper for Talk2theAnimals Radio. (It will be aired in the near future.) It was my very first radio appearance and I hope I did not use too many swear words. -- I am a cave woman, after all. :o] -- We talked about Intuition Deck and The Power of Silent Wisdom e-magazine and animals and how difficult it sometimes might be to follow your heart. It was great! It is past midnight in Finland and around 3PM in Minnesota, where Janet is located. You gotta love the internet... Internet is magic, when you are not afraid to use it, just like your intuition is magic. Do not be afraid of your intuition... Fly like a cow! You know, when the English speaking world says "when pigs fly", we Finns say "when cows fly". And these are the days when the whole damn farm is flying! Mark my words. These are the words of the cow, literally; Lea means cow in Hebrew.

Intuition Deck

2011-05-29T17:15:00.001+03:00

The Universal Cow of Love flew to YouTube.

Healing

2011-05-28T18:41:00.001+03:00

Faith

2011-05-28T17:00:00.003+03:00

Imagination

2011-05-28T15:51:00.003+03:00

Relax

2011-05-28T15:24:00.003+03:00

Heart

2011-05-28T14:42:00.001+03:00

Heart is your very own power plant.

Law of attraction

2011-05-28T13:32:00.001+03:00

Earth

2011-05-28T13:13:00.004+03:00

Lovers

2011-05-28T12:15:00.002+03:00

Let love in!

Energies

2011-05-27T23:10:00.002+03:00

What kind of energetic footprint you have? Is it light or heavy?

One

2011-05-27T22:11:00.004+03:00

Enlightenment

2011-05-27T22:08:00.000+03:00

Enlightenments happen every day.

Communication

2011-05-27T22:05:00.005+03:00

Alchemist

2011-05-27T22:04:00.002+03:00

Water

2011-05-27T18:36:00.003+03:00

Water has been here a lot longer than you. Listen to it.

Food

2011-05-27T18:35:00.001+03:00

Ideas

2011-05-27T18:25:00.002+03:00

Inner Child

2011-05-27T18:01:00.002+03:00

Third Eye

2011-05-27T17:49:00.002+03:00

Everybody has a third eye.

Dreaming

2011-05-27T17:29:00.003+03:00

I'm Possible

2011-05-27T15:01:00.001+03:00

Spirit guides

2011-05-27T14:58:00.001+03:00

Don't worry about the shapes and sizes of your spirit guides... Everything is possible.

Version II

Adventure

2011-05-27T14:56:00.002+03:00

Love attracts love.

Joker

2011-05-27T14:55:00.000+03:00

What if the joke is on you?

Web of Love

2011-05-27T02:21:00.000+03:00

We are One means that we all are connected with each other.

Love

2011-05-27T02:18:00.001+03:00

Night

2011-05-27T01:41:00.001+03:00

Have you listened to the sky lately?

Passion

2011-05-27T01:38:00.001+03:00

Joy

2011-05-27T00:23:00.001+03:00

Intuition

2011-05-26T23:52:00.001+03:00

Intuition is a very real thing. Don't let anybody tell you otherwise.

Peace

2011-05-26T23:50:00.000+03:00

The Universal Cow of Love is back!

Cats in Tarot

2011-05-26T14:04:00.001+03:00

What a beauty Tarot of The Pagan Cats deck is! From: Lo Scarabeo.

I love cats, and I love them in tarot cards, too. I knew this deck was a beauty, because I already had Tarot of The Animals Lords deck by Scarabeo, but it is even more brilliant than I thought. It is a pleasure just to browse these pictures.

I have posted some of the cat cards I have found from the internet to Kissa-page on Facebook. Kissa means cat in Finnish, of course. Cats appeal to us on many levels and one level is playfulness and joy. That is what Kissa Page is all about.

Remember that tarot does not need to be exact science: you do not need to read the texts like you were reading The Bible itself... What matters are the feelings, insights and implications you get from the picture. We all have our own way to see symbols of the world, so go deeper inside to check what the card is telling you. Listen to your intuition to see what kind of messages you get from all the symbols, colors, the weather or what time of the day is pictured in the card. What is happening? You know what it is telling you already. I know you do. Trust the process, enjoy and have fun!

Joy is the highest vibrating energy there is, and tarot can bring a lot of joy to your everyday life. And be not afraid to pick a card for your friend, too, and you can send them the card by e-mail. Spread the gospel of intuition... We are sensitive, intuitive beings, and there is no reason to be ashamed of it. Really. :o}

Invisible bonds of energy

2011-05-25T21:01:00.000+03:00

I found another amazing story about animals and how their energies might have an effect on us - even after they have been long gone. I have seen hundreds of animal stories over the years, but this one will always stay as one of my favorites. It was on Janet Kennedy's page; it is the last one of these animal stories, it is about a man and his cat. (Translated/Suomeksi in Eläinkommunikointiblogi.)

As I said on Facebook earlier today, this kind of energetic baggage does not go away with man-made pills. Notice that the gentleman in question might have been eating painkillers for his aching shoulder for years... Only to hear Janet telling him that his cat from his childhood years (who he did not treat very well), was still sitting on his shoulder! The cat was stuck with the negative energy, the situation had been unresolved all these long years - and the shoulder was obviously painful because of this. This kind of energetic baggage goes away only with the help of love, love and forgiveness. You need to forgive yourself and you need to forgive others. There is no pill that can heal this kind of energetic bond that is caused by unresolved feelings.

It does not matter who or what you have this kind of energetic bond with, an animal or a person or a situation, you can heal yourself and let it all go -- and make note what happens in your body when you do so. If you do forgiveness exercises every night, before you fall asleep, you will soon notice how your body reacts. Your muscles might even cramp every time you say I forgive _____ for doing _______ . But most of all, remember to forgive yourself. We all blame ourselves for many, sometimes very ridiculous things from the spiritual viewpoint. It is best to let those things go. No matter how small or big the unresolved situation might seem to you, you can heal it. There is no question about that.

In this case, on a soul level, the cat was "stuck" with this negative energy that needed to be resolved. It makes a great difference, to remember, to bless and to send light also to the pets who have already gone to the spirit world. In that way we heal ourselves, too. The animals do not blame or judge, only humans do that, so the healing must happen inside us. It is a heal and let heal world. Animals are very sensitive to energies (humans are too, but most of them are just not conscious of it) and they mirror our actions/feelings immediately. But it is quite amazing to see, that they can linger in our energy field for years, if we are not ready to let them go and heal ourselves! I find this cat & shoulder case as a very enlightening example of the way the energies work. In a way it shows, that whatever you choose to leave behind, you will find it again, standing (or sitting) in front of you - sooner or later. It all comes back to you, until you are ready to do the spiritual/mental work to let it go.

Lately, I have been intrigued with the method called "soul retrieval", that is something what shamans do. It means that some part of your soul is not here, where it should be, something is lacking, and it can be brought back. That is also a form of energy healing. Shamans do this kind of healing to both humans and animals.-- Well, yes, animals do have souls and they do go to Heaven! Duh!

One great example of the way we can help animals to put the pieces of their soul puzzle together, was written in the article by animal communicator Lucy Gabrielle (she asked the cows what they think about humans eating meat):

" The last thing they had to share about this was how important it was to bless the meat and give thanks. They gave the image of a person blessing their food, and a spark of light rising from the food and travelling to the soul of the animal that had given its life for it. They suggested that many cows had ‘shattered souls’ from the slaughter, but that each time someone gave thanks and blessings a piece of that soul returned to them and helped to make them whole once more. "

(Too bad, the only reason why cows might have shattered souls are human beings. The way we kill them, without blessing them and thanking them, is on a spiritual level very rough way to leave the earth. They said to Lucy that they would like to have a chance to say goodbye to their friends! Makes sense, doesn't it? We all want to say goodbye to our loved ones, when we go, don't we?)

I live in hope we soon begin to see the "invisible" bonds of energy all around us. I live in hope we learn to respect life in all of its forms and in that way we can bond with each other with love, not with invisible, negative bonds like in this cat's case... "Negative" might be a bit too strong word here, after all, this was probably a lesson this gentleman in question needed to learn and he was also ready to learn this lesson. He is a changed man now.

We can all change, nothing is written in stone, everything is written in energy...

You can be your own shaman, be your own everyday shaman and bless your food, bless your pets, bless your friends, bless your water! Bless the days away and shine your light! Heal and let heal. Let all your baggages fall away. When you heal yourself, you heal others. And you cannot heal others, until you heal yourself, no matter how much you wanted. You go first.

Bliss happens

2011-05-24T13:17:00.000+03:00

Art by Amanda Cass.

Our cells have become pretty good cowboys in these times. They ride the waves of energy that hit the earth time and time again. In about 2007 I thought things can only get better what it comes to these bumpy energies.

Hell yeah, I was wrong.

The energies just seem to intensify as we walk towards 2012 and 2032. The biological clocks are out of tune as the bodies try to adopt all the new information that is starting to kick in. It can be fascinating to see what is in the end of this time "line", but frankly, I am so very weary of this energy overload right now! I have become more sensitive than ever and I have difficulties to be around other people and their energies. They seem to wear me out. I get tired of being around them. I can only cool down in the silence of the cave, in the heart of the countryside.

And then bliss happens.

I ride the waves of bliss, even dozens of times a day, just like that. All it takes is to relax the body and just be still. When I can BE what I am, I turn into bliss in a second. How hard is it to get, that we are not human doings, we are human beings. I know it is Home what I can feel. I surely feel that it is close, but not sure how close it is... One year away from here, perhaps? Bliss is our natural state they say. I have seen new age stuff and all that jazz about it, so much of the same song that I got sick of it years ago. But bliss is our natural state say my cells, too. They know the road home, even if I don't know. And the road is hidden in being: do less, be more. That is the only way.

My own energies have reached some sort of a high peak. Animals look at me with a strange look in their eyes.The cat in this house is shaking her head when she comes to my energy field. She has difficulties to adopt to me. This has been clear for few months now. If I give her reiki healing she has to go away, because she cannot take it anymore. Too much, I fly too high. Sometimes I don't know how to land.

I wonder where all this ends. What kind of tsunamis of energy are still ahead of us? How bright can the sun get? How many times does the earth shake and rumble, until the balance can be reached? How far can we go, how brave are the cells in our bodies?

The health is in our own hands now. We can tell our cells what to do and how to be in these energies. The health issues are over, if we understand, that the cells react to our thoughts much faster than to anything that the doctor has ordered. The law of attraction is speeding up. You get what you ask for. This is the time to take responsibility of your own thoughts and your own feelings. Joy is what is needed. Joy and laughter cures everything, crying and complaining and judging manifests as a disease for sure. And you never know how and when they manifest, but they always manifest, somewhere.

It is all up to you, what do you want from life and your body, from the Earth itself? The universe is at your command.

Sometimes it is difficult to know what you want in the seemingly chaotic overloads of energy like these. But in the long run, it is good to stay on the positive side of thinking, to stay in love. Judging others does not help you at all; what you do to others, you do to yourself, because we are One. Only you get hurt if you keep on walking the negative road.

I try to remember that... sometimes I fail.

But I choose to be alone as much as I can. It helps, because I get cranky among people. Masses of people only wear me out. (Helsinki is pure hell.) I need a lot of sleep. And I am tired most of the time anyway. Rest is needed. Remember that. We are making this all happen together, we work hand in hand on the spiritual level, we do hell of a lot work while we sleep. We create new worlds, new universes as we push our heads against our pillows, closing our eyes in the evenings. Sleep, if that is what your body wants and remember: bliss happens.

You never know when the bliss hits the fan... And when it does, you will know it.

Ice cold is not cold anymore

2011-04-26T21:59:00.000+03:00

There was a time, when I was not able to swim in the cold water. (As a child it was never a problem to go to the lake when there was still ice floating around.) Most of my adult life I felt unbearable pain in my ankles in the cold water and I had to turn around. A few years ago, when I was staying beside the sea in the springtime, I told my body that cold is not a problem, it feels good and not bad and we are going to dive in. I said to my cells, that it is not a big deal, we are going to have fun, period.

It seems that my cells listened to me. Ever since I am dying to dive into the cold water every spring, I have to get my share of the sea, no matter what time of the year we meet. I have to get in there, I need to feel it touch my body and my soul. My soul craves for the water, my heart aches without it. I was so happy to spend the Easter near the sea this year, I was able to go to the water, push the pieces of ice away and just... get in there and feel it. It is fantastic feeling and I would not change it to the warm waters of the south. I like seasons and the way they change and the way the water changes during the year on these latitudes.

Cold or warm, I don't care, as long as I am in there.

Muddy Ponds Ripple Too

2011-03-23T21:56:00.001+02:00

Julia Watkins

The pond of my soul has been a bit muddy lately. Sometimes, when the energies are as unbearable as they are right now, the mud rises from the bottom of the pond. Soon all the old scars become visible down there, you can feel them all over again, even if you thought, that you had already left it all behind. The things that you have not cleared out or your system come always back to hunt you, again and again, until you take the responsibility for them and let them go. It is not always easy to set yourself free of them.

It seems like this is what we are experiencing now, collectively, as the earth is making gigantic energetic waves - and they do materialize as well, as we have lately been able to see in Japan - or Egypt or Libya. Waves. Waves of different energy, bringing lots of chaos and mud, gone with the old, in with the new. Raw power. Things that worked 100 years ago, do not work anymore, the times are changing. The earth is changing. Every soul on this planet is here for a purpose, every soul is also leaving this planet for a purpose... There are no coincidences, life is never random.

Love is never random.

One of the symptoms in these times are very intense dreams and some of them come in the form of very strange nightmares. I have had several of them lately, and they make me feel ever more muddy. They do puzzle me a lot, they dig deep and some days I cry when I wake up, the pain is still in there, after all these years, and it sometimes makes me wonder if the earth is feeling like that when she wakes up in the morning... I am very sensitive to different energies, many of us are, but not many of us know the source behind our sensations or pains that rise deep from within.

This is just one of the cycles of life we go through. It might feel like you are all alone with your pain, but we are doing this purification process at the same time. The mud must rise and make the waters dim every once and a while... The balance is born out of chaos, there is nothing bad in chaos per se. We have manifested a lot of chaos on Earth, because there was a time, when we allowed our brain to civilize us out of the ways of the heart. We did not hear the silent words that rose from the soil, we did not hear the sweet whispers caressing our ears in the wind. Or maybe we heard, but we thought that it is.. bullshit. We thought, that we were better off without it, that we know what we are doing... Did we really...? We have gone where the man has never gone before, we have gone to the final frontier of oblivion. Maybe we knew what we did, when we manifested one very sick planet, or the sickness inside our own hearts? We are here for a purpose. We are the ones we have been waiting for. And this is our ultimate test. Can we now make it all go away?

Yes, we can.

By taking the responsibility of our actions, our thoughts, our smallest intentions. By being still for a while, letting the mud fall down and show us the way back to clarity. By healing ourselves we heal the planet as well. We live in a perfect symbiosis with the earth. What happens to the one, happens to the other and vice versa.

But the only way for the poor earth to make us remember what we know deep in our hearts, our beautiful ponds of love, was to shake the earth, to make the winds stronger, to make the mud rise in order to make us stop what we are doing to her. We human souls are clear instruments of love, if we only allow ourselves to be. We make ripples, our hearts are ponds that ripple, they ripple with emotions, with intentions, with thoughts.... Continuously. We have the power to decide what kind of ripples we ripple. We, not our parents, not our ancestors, not our "leaders", who seem to be more lost than ever before.

Today, we like to choose so very carefully what we wish to eat, we look for organic food in the grocery store, we want to eat fresh, clean and safe vegetables. But what good does it do, if our thoughts are far from pure or safe? When you become aware of the thoughts you create, you make hundreds of thousands of them every day, you can also start to change them and clear the muddy waters inside you. And when you do so, when you start to ripple waves of love and good intentions that do not harm yourself or others, you start a ripple effect that changes the whole of universe you live in. That is how strong you are. That is how you heal yourself and the earth, for that matter.

The fact that thoughts are invisible (invisible to your physical eyes perhaps) does not make them any weaker. They do have the power. You do have the power.

Often animals and little children can see your energy field, they can literally see your heart and the ripples it makes around you. By watching them you can learn fast what kind chain reactions you create on a daily basis with your personal energies. Don't judge yourself, if you feel angry or sad sometimes, we all do that, but let these feeling come and go gently, there is no need to enforce them with more negative feelings. Let them calm down and try to find a way to create a better wave of feeling, let this moment guide you. Do yourself a favor by connecting with people who make you happy, with animals who you love, with children that keep you strictly in this moment, so that you have no time to create dark, all-consuming inner tsunamis anymore. It is easy to get lost in the mud. Recognize the symptoms and seek for a better feeling.

The world never changes for the better, no matter how well you choose the food you eat, if you send waves of judgement, anger, fear, rage, or ignorance out of your soul's pond. It makes no difference how fancy food you eat, or if you do not bless the food with gratitude, if you do not clear the mud out of your heart. You heal yourself by being grateful for the things and food the earth, this planet that is your home (for now), gives you. When was the last time you sent good thoughts to the core of the earth from the core of yours? That is how the changes happen, that is when the love manifests itself, also on this planet. The change comes from the inside. From the inside of you. That is how powerful you are.

The more we learn to ripple love and light, the faster the things start to change, we have all the tools we need to change things for the better. If anybody tells you that we cannot do it, he is lying. We have the power inside us, and it is very simple. It might not always be easy, but simple it is. When we become clear, the balance ripples also to the very heart of Gaia. We can heal ourselves, just like we can heal our planet.

It is the power of feelings. Feelings of joy, light, love. Clear ripples that will ripple from here to there and back. You get what you ask for, always, so why not ask for the good stuff? That is something your parents probably never told to you, but I am telling you that now.... You have the force in you and please, use it.

In order to be alive, energy must move, it never stops, and when the (thought) energy is once created, nothing is going to stop it. You often hear that "love has a mind of its own", but you could just as well say, that 'energy has a mind of its own'. What comes around, it goes around.

Love or hate, clear ripples or muddy ripples?

Choice is yours. That is what the name of the game on Earth is at the moment.

We were given free will and we used it. Now would be a good time to use it again - for good.

Does it matter?

2011-03-22T01:36:00.002+02:00

There are a dog and a man dying.

You can save only one of them.

Which one is it going to be?

Does it matter?

I think my answer to this question changes on a daily basis.

Some days I am so tired with all the crap humans do, that I would probably choose to save the dog

without giving it another thought, ever.

But I guess most of the days I would choose to save the man.

If I ever was faced with this kind of situation, I would make the decision in seconds and act on it, simply as that. Life is all about making choices, every day, sometimes they are just more... interesting than usually.

In the eyes of God, it does not matter which one it is that you save, the dog or the man.

God expects you to do the best you can in every situation - and live with it.

Sometimes it is the dog, sometimes it is the man.

Life is a carousel of tricky choices and you have to live with them.

We will never know which one it is we save, until we are there, on the spot,

all else is nothing but empty speculations and I could have

knitted something useful, like socks, while I was writing this...

Feel The Waves of Love

2011-03-18T16:34:00.001+02:00

The energetic changes that we are going through on Earth in this time are huge and they can be felt for what they truly are only through your heart center.

So, ground yourself, connect with the Earth with love and send that love and light to all those, who are located in the 'hot spots' of all the natural disasters that are nothing but manifestations of the great changes the Earth is experiencing in these times. There is no need to fight the feelings that arise inside you, but let them come and go, gently, for they are nothing but human feelings. Pity and sorrow are lower vibrating energies, and you can always let them go, whenever they come to your heart.

Concentrate on love and the beauty of this planet, because it is filled with love and power, and we all came from that very same power. Feel the love that is pulsing under your feet, take Gaia into your heart and let her rise as an energy straight through the soles of your feet. Our cells, and our energy centers called chakras, are 100% connected with the Earth and we experience everything together, hand in hand, with Her, because she is Our Mother.

Do you love your Mother? Show it to her! By feeling love you heal yourself, and that is the only way you can heal this whole situation. By loving -- not by judging -- we can heal ourselves and this planet. The change always comes from the inside out and this is the very lesson we are learning right now. We will find the way back to our hearts and back to our Mother Earth.

Burn Your Calendars

2011-03-15T19:49:00.001+02:00

Cavewoman thought today that we human souls have totally lost the ability to follow the cycles of life on Earth. Our wish to control absolutely everything in life makes it impossible for us to live in a perfect harmony with the Mother Nature. We have managed to do this in so many, almost twisted, ways, it is difficult to even count the ways we have fucked up our lives. For example, we do not live by the cycles of light: we follow only our clocks and full calendars, pretending to be busy & important, stressing ourselves with work and other schedules and not listening to our natural body cycles at all.

We do not sleep when it is dark anymore, we watch TV, surf the internet or have a blast on a bar stool. The body needs its rest, it might even need more rest than usually during the dark winter months. That is when we work like maniacs, in order to get a few, pathetic weeks of freedom in the summer.... Is this natural? Or normal? I don't like to think so. My soul simply pukes up, if I try to tell her that "this is the only way to live your life on Earth".

The more I watch the cycles of nature in the countryside, the more I learn to listen to my own body. When it is tired, I give it the sleep it needs. I close my phone, I throw the calendar into the fire, and let go. I am grateful that I can do so, in this phase of my life, and I intent to organize my life that way also in the future, that I am able to listen to my own body and live according to that.

There are only certain amounts of times you can push the snooze button of your body, if you continue ignoring the messages it gives to you, the illness is eventually going to stop you from doing whatever it is that you do... There is always a way to stop you, if you do not understand to do it yourself.

Our human way to run through our lives is also the only source of stress to our animal friends. This is something we heard straight from the horse's mouth in The Power of Silent Wisdom 5, when Leyla said, that the animals do not stress about things... the only stress they experience, is the stress of human beings. This is just one example of the energy exchange we experience with our sensitive animal friends.

Is it wonder, that animals tend to be afraid of us humans? We are noisy, busy, ignorant, destructive, walking and screaming alarm clocks, and we are not really fun or pleasant to have around from the animal's point of view. We are nothing but trouble to them. We are so far away from the nature, that we have never been this way before. We have no soul left in us anymore. Well, no matter how stupid we get, the animals will always love us unconditionally and they stay by our side - even if we make them uncomfortable.

If we ever learn to listen to the signs of our bodies, the birds and the bees, the Mother "Grande" Nature itself, we might some day learn to live in harmony with ourselves and with our surroundings. We learn, one tiny or huge lesson at a time. Some lessons do come in the form of "catastrophes", and when they do, they are always something we have already ordered, sometimes even before we were even born.

We learn all the stuff we need to learn, one cycle of human life at a time. The more stupid we get, the more lives we spend in the School of Earth. The situation is not hopeless, but we need to listen to our hearts much more in the future. We need to learn to walk the path of the heart, the path of the nature. We cannot continue destroying life and nature anymore, including our own bodies. Fortunately we have great teachers around us, everywhere we go. Just walk to the nearest forest and listen what the little bird is telling you over there. They live in the web of love, they know things, do you? You should, because you live in the web of love, too.

Or do you have room for the unconditional love in your calendar?

This is as good as any day to burn your calendars.

As the spring is close at hand I have time to listen to the messages it sends to my brain, those are the stories of light - light from the sun, light from the moon - bird song, melting snow, joy and gratitude for the new cycle of life that is just about to begin and it is time to enjoy it with an open heart. If the nights are still very cold - as they are on these latitudes - I suggest that you throw all of your calendars to the fire and cuddle with the dog or the cat on the sofa.

That is the food your soul needs. Did you feed your soul today?

Starving souls do bad things. Souls fed with love and compassion do good things.

What kind of energies you spread out to the world?

2011-03-10T15:28:00.003+02:00

Picture: Lori-Lee Thomas.

There is very beautiful mesage in Julie Lines' blog The Pupose of The Species, and it comes from the pheasants.

It shows pretty well how your own energy (your thoughts) has a ripple effect on everything around you - from here to the end of the universe and back. This ripple effect is felt by our animals as well. You can make experiences with this, make note of what kind of a mood you are in and see how your pet is acting around you. See what happens... And then you can think about how huge effect you have on the people around you, who you spend your days with, family, co-workers, friends.

You are powerful creature, but you also have to take responsibility of your own energy, for what you send out from yourself, you will always get back, in one way or the other. We people are so used to judging others, animals, ourselves with our thoughts, by pitying, feeling shame, guilt or just gossiping negative gossips, that we do not even notice.

The animals in our lives mirror us perfectly and in this way they try to make us see, that the change comes from the inside. The world changes, when you change. You can always start by changing your thoughts about your pet and see how your pet changes!

Well, as you see, I was very inspired by this message from the pheasants. This is a great lesson, from a bird we so often tend to call "stupid". This kind of prejudices often come in the mother's milk, so, in order to change the world, we also have to take responsibility of the thoughts we have inherited from our ancestors.

Are you ready to change the world? Your pet believes in you, so why don't you?

Have a nice day and spread your LIGHT!

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Thinking like a man, feeling like a woman

2011-03-09T13:19:00.001+02:00

Why did I name the blog The Book of Hormones? I guess I liked the sound of that. It implies that the writer is a woman; we all know that women and hormones walk hand in hand like the flowers and the bees...

Yeah, I intend to be woman also from now on, so I kind of, write from that point of view.

But make no mistake about it: I think like a man.

So, in a way it could have been also The Book of Cojones.

If you wonder what that means, then you just have to keep on reading.

I am in the process of re-shaping this blog.

Things are coming and going.

You can call it spring cleaning of the mind.

Blessing | Energizing Food or Water

2011-03-08T11:46:00.000+02:00

Dosankodebbie's art.

Blessing food is good for You and also for your pet. The cells & DNA react to energies, all the time, and if you bless the food or water, it nourishes the body in a whole different way. Modern people seem to have lost the ability to bless altogether, or they think that you need at least a priest to bless things and stuff at home. You can do it yourself, just a few words are needed and you do not even have to say them aloud. If this whole thing makes you feel uncomfortable, for whatever reason, try the next trick.

Because everything is energy, also words carry a certain energy. You can draw a heart on a paper and put that paper under the water jar or under your pet's bowl. You can write powerful words like "love" or "thank you" or "I love you" on a paper, and charge the water or food with these great energies, simply by placing the pieces of paper under the bowl. The power of gratitude is one of the greatest forces in the universe. If you bless your food and eat it with great gratitude, your body can use it amazingly well: no matter what you eat. Same goes for your pet.

If you want to work with angels, you can always use a picture of your favorite angel and bless the water/food with his picture. The intention is born the moment you put the picture under the bowl. That is enough.

If you thank your pet s/he knows that you are grateful for the fact that s/he came to your life, to be your friend and your teacher, to show you how amazing life really is! Gratitude is important. Animals are grateful and they are not afraid to show it.

So, good intentions are all that you need when you practice blessing food or water. Use the power of your imagination. You can say Amen, if it suits you, but Thank You will do also. And you can say it 3 times. Then the universe knows that you really mean business here. :o) You open the gates of higher energies, just by thinking good thoughts. You do not need to be a reiki master in order to invite good energies to your house, your food, your pet's water bowl and so on.

You create everything with your thoughts. Use them well.

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Originally posted in English and Finnish at Animal Help on Facebook in December 2010.

Animal Spirit Guides

2011-03-07T23:36:00.000+02:00

Love!

Like we humans, also animals, carry very special energy and wisdom in them. It is deep in the DNA and coded in the energy bodies, this wisdom pours out from the heart center like silent whispers from the soul, and it is always accessible for all who are willing to listen. People often talk about spirit animals and animal totems. All animals who come to your life have something to show you, to teach you. These lessons might not always be lessons that you like, but on a soul level they are lessons that you need.

Always make a note of the animals you meet.(It can also be an animal like unicorn and then it can appear in your dreams as well!) Ask yourself: what is the lesson s/he wants to tell me in this moment? Sometimes it can be as simple as this: now is time to play and enjoy life! (One of the greatest lessons animals try to teach us humans.) Sometimes it can be more profound than this, it might have something to do with your relationships, your geological location, your work or it can be a very special sign on your spiritual path and it is always your heart that is delivering the message, not your brain... Notice where the animal you meet lives, is it nocturnal ? Is it shy or bold, is it very social? Is it covered in mud? Does it speak to your soul? If yes, then be silent and let the answers come to you… The universe in always in a perfect sync with you, you might be surprised.

You can always get a spirit animals deck or a book to check what kind of qualities and energies totem animals have. The explanations in these books may differ a lot –they are written by different people, after all - but the most important thing is, that you choose a book that you really like. There is no need to get the same book your friend just bought: get the one that you like. Browse them, feel them, smell them… and then take your pick from the many. But in the end you do not need any second-hand knowledge: the animal is always speaking straight to your heart. You just relax and listen to your inner voice, whatever choices you make in life! It is not that difficult, you know. Don’t believe everything you think: you are master in the matters of the heart.

Listen to your heart.

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^{This text is available in Finnish on Animal Help Page at Facebook.}

Heart Matters

2011-03-05T02:11:00.002+02:00

Art by Kelly Cavanaugh.

When you have lived through your brain, basically most of your life, it is not easy to tame the bastard and suddenly start to live through your heart. It is a lonely business, in a way, to find that inner voice that is speaking inside you. You can bet your ass - or brain - that the voice is in there, it has been playing hide and seek with you all this time, when you were busy doing something else. When you were reading fancy books and educating yourself to become a "proper" person, responsible and "sensible" - not sensitive, for God's sake - and respected in the eyes of the family and the whole society. It took hell of a lot time to get there, to get the degree or to get a good job; that you hate in the end... but it is a proper job. What to do, if you then, in one of your weak moments, offer shyly your little finger to the idea of inner voice?

That's when all hell breaks loose: you find yourself under the never-ending pile of new age books, desperately trying to find your own poor heart, to find your inner child who has been slaughtered brutally ever since the first day in an elementary school... It was beaten to death with the little fists of other children, because you were not like them and you did not fit the crowd. After the decades of trying to fit the crowd and being sensible, without showing any signs of sensitivity inside you, you suddenly start to look for that flickering light inside you, that has a heart beat, that is your soul, your own guide. You have come to understand that it has the ultimate ability to make you love your mornings. If you cry and beg and pray on your knees long enough, you can get a glimpse of it, get the scent of it and see that it is there, but it is not easy to tame the brain, after you have given it all the glory all these long years of sensibility. And you seek for love in the strangest places... After you have read all the self improvement books... All in vain. Surely love has the amazing ability to give the kiss of life to your heart? But what if you are not the type that falls in love...? Then you just have to get a dog... They know all about the matters of heart.

Ugly Dumplings

2011-03-02T17:28:00.007+02:00

Art By Daniel Merriman.

I got a quite accurate spiritual horoscope from Sonja Rantila today. (She is an intuitive animal communicator, but she talks with people’s souls as well.) It made me think what kind of dumps our little human hearts can become if we do not clean them regularly.

The whispers from the heart – soul – cannot be heard through all the stuff we pour into our fragile chest. We can easily bury there our troubles, worries, relationships, family matters, bills, loveless days, empty calendars, work, greedy bosses… You name it. I have done cleaning with my heart stones for years, but obviously, that work is not done yet. Well, I kind of knew that. My soul has been struggling to get through to me, so much, that is has made my body unbearably tired recently.

It seems that there is not enough sleep in the world for me.

What did I do, when I read Sonja’s message? I cried (her spirit guide, Ilya, told me to!) (you know, sometimes you have to cry to get through to the joy), I decided not to open my mobile at all today, I shoveled snow in the sunshine and did a remarkable spring cleanigng in my blog – by pushing delete button… (Pushing delete button always makes me feel really good.) That was pretty fun! While re-organizing my own energies, I also have to re-organize my cyberlife. You can’t have one without the other. You are, what you do. You are, what you have lying around you. I don’t like old stuff, basically. I am always willing to let them go and start a new project if that is what the heart is longing for.

Now I need to get back to that inside cleaning job.

There are some ugly dumplings in my chest and I wish to let them go.

Haiku: The Good Old Trick

2011-03-02T15:37:00.005+02:00

Scratch where it itches

2011-02-04T23:42:00.001+02:00

Whatever your soul is itching for, that is where you should scratch.

You have all the knowledge you need in you, in your heart, and that is what you should follow, no matter what your rational mind is trying to push through to you. Nothing outside you is needed, you have it all in your soul, cells and DNA. Go with the flow of your heart and your inner knowledge, then you do not have to fight against the currents of rational life and/or social pressure and you can just let the love guide you. Sounds easy, but it takes some practice. Life has made me itch ever since the very beginning, but it took me a lifetime to learn to scratch where it really itches. And I am still learning! So, waste not time. S-c-r-a-t-c-h!

Energy Exchange With Animals

2011-01-23T23:37:00.002+02:00

Art by Arline Wagner.

Something made me think about energy exchange between pets and their humans today. Amazingly so, pets can often get the same diseases their owners have. They love unconditionally and they are willing to help humans to release the lower vibrating energies that are behind the illness. Many animals are healers and you can really call them energy workers. They know when you hurt and they want to be near you when you do. They can also get stressed because their humans are stressed. I know a cat who throws up when her person is throwing up in the toilet because of a violent migraine attack. I have read about cases like this in many books, most of them written by animal communicators. So, if you have a flu, your pet might look like s/he is under the weather, too.

Always, when your pet is acting in a strange or unusual way, or s/he seems sick, check first what is going on inside YOU. Make a note of what you have thought about, make a note of your own, primary feelings, and notice what your body feels like in that moment. Are you relaxed or are you tense? Try to balance yourself, ground yourself by taking a deep breath, consider taking a walk or try some form of meditation. (There are numerous ways to meditate. It does not necessarily mean sitting in a painful lotus position while wearing a halo of boredom.) Talk to your pet. S/he understands you, you do not need the help of an animal communicator when you talk to your pet. They do understand you. You can tell your pet that you love him, that there is no need for him to suffer if you are having a flu, for example. Tell him, that everything is going to be alright soon. Intent to send lots of love and light to him. Explain to him, if you are stressed about something. That can also calm him down, because he knows what is going on and he knows that you really pay regard to him and you share your whole life with him – just like he shares his life fully with you - and that you do not take him for granted.

Basically, every thought you make is a mental image that your pet can see in his mind’s eye. If you are stressed or angry and you keep on sending loads of pictures to your pet about your nasty boss, bills, ex-lover, mother-in-law, a disease that you have – or fear that you have - or whatever…. your pet will get overwhelmed or confused because of you and it is likely that he is starting to act very stressed as well, even to the point of illness. If this is what is happening, you can change it all quickly by becoming more aware of yourself and also your daily choices between love and fear, joy or worry. Animals know only this moment and the joy of it. They don't stress about the future or the past, the only stress they ever have is the stress of humans. And that is a lot to bear sometimes!

Practice the art of calming down. Notice what kind of energy you are sending out. Learn how to calm yourself. Learn to notice what it feels like to balance your entire being. Besides, stress and worry has never solved any problems in life. Love has. Love is a lot better tool in dealing with problems than fear or worry. It is extremely important to be calm, because that is pretty much the only way to calm your pet. They are mirroring everything about you. They are like walking examples of the law of attraction: like attracts the like. It might sound awkward, but it is easy to see, if you start to pay attentions to what is going on in the energies that swirl between you and your pet. Look at your pet, and let him teach you how to balance yourself. He might be one of your greatest teachers in this life.

Balancing yourself and your energies works with people as well. You get what you ask for also from your fellow humans: your energy is YOU and every living being around you can sense that – whether they are conscious of it or not.

(Today I read from Laura Stinchfield’s blog how Maia, her late dog said from Heaven: “Tell everyone to meditate. If you know yourself, you will know others.” The whole post is worth reading. It gives you a lot to think about. You can read it here: http://thepetpsychic.com/2011/01/13/maia-talks-from-heaven/ .)

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Every Touch Can Be Healing

2011-01-06T23:50:00.008+02:00

Every touch is healing, if you give your intention to it.

Almost everyone has heard of the law of attraction these days. We are slowly starting to understand, that life does not happen to us: life reacts to us. We have all the power in our own mind. You can use that power for the benefit of your pet as well. Just as you can imagine yourself healthy, you can also imagine your pet healthy. If your pet is sick, or just tired, you can always help her.

When you pet or comb your pet, you can try the following: imagine, that your hands are like invisible, magical gloves, or that both of your hands have extremely long (energetic) fingers. Now, use these long fingers of yours, like they were the very comb itself, imagine how they reach through the whole body of the pet, deep inside the flesh they go, to the bone even, move these magical fingers of yours, make long sweeps starting from the nose of the animal, ending to the very tip of her tail, you can make these sweeps in the air, with your hands, just a few inches above your pet, imagine that you draw all the dark, painful, heavy, tired energy away from the animal’s body this way. Really imagine it all in your mind! Imagine, that you are able to reach every cell, every organ, every muscle and bone, even the energy field (aura) that reaches few inches outside the animal’s skin. Keep doing these long movements, and when you have gathered this dark energy to your hands at the end of the tail, imagine, that you send this dirty energy deep into the ground, very deep to the soil, shake your fingers and just let this heavy energy drop deep to the ground. Use the power of your intention, your imagination. (Mother Earth always cleanses energies and turns them into light again.)

As you pet or groom your pet, do these cleansing moves, using the power of your thoughts and imaginary fingers, as long as it feels comfortable for you and for your pet. It doesn’t matter what size or what sort of a pet you have, as long as you are willing to use your imagination and you have the good intention to help. After you are finished you can send love and light to your animal, filling her body with light, do it simply by hugging her or by putting your hands on her and blessing her, use your own words. Say I love you! Just imagine filling the whole body and aura of your pet with love and light. Your pet will benefit from this enormously! This is very close to what the pranic healers do.

Better just learn to live with it

2010-09-14T18:56:00.002+03:00

Been wondering what made Buddha laugh, since I really wonder what makes me laugh these days.

I haven't really written down the events before my very own enlightenment... since it is nothing but a mental mess and letting go of the old and a lot of sadness and physical pain, too, as the human biology is resisting these energetic changes we have been experiencing... What? For several decades? I always thought I never want to remember the last several years of my life, so I never kept a diary.

Ever since I stepped on the spiritual path I have shed a lot of (purifying) tears, but somehow they are gone now. I have had spontaneous laughter attacks from time to time. They always happen when my energy levels rise high. So I laugh when I practice reiki and also when somebody is giving me energy healing. And because reiki & energy healing are big part of my life now, I am becoming The Laughing Buddha.

My Higher Self is one crazy woman. Seriously.

But you know what really pisses me off? I have no idea what the joke is. I just laugh, but I have no idea why. Is that sane? Sometimes I do wonder... I've never been laughing kind of a person. Life has been way too serious business for me. Now it seems that I just have to get used to living with... laughter.

Ha-ha. I see the ha-ha dude from The Simpsons pointing at me with his finger.

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Picture source of the day. What a great blog! I love swearing Buddhas.. Sometimes f-word helps and gives a little consolation when you are on the very brink of enlightenment.

Peeled the onion of wisdom again

2010-08-23T23:35:00.000+03:00

It's been a long day, these energies press my soul and my cells from all the possible directions... These are the strangest times, yet there has never been more light on Earth than there is now... We have come a long way during the last 2000 years or so. Ha! I have come a long way during the last couple of days, this moment is so strong right now, that I hardly remember what I did yesterday... And I like it that way. I have never been a big fan of history...

... I pushed myself to the limit and posted the fear issue of The Power of Silent Wisdom out today. I could not proofread it very well, but I think that the readers will surely get the message. What a joy it is to see all those words of wisdom, every time I edit these issues. I wish I could do it everyday and forget all the rest in life.. since nothing else really matters to me anymore, than the wisdom of these beautiful fellow creatures we share this great or crazy (depends of the mood) planet with. I have always been curious, but I never really liked school. There is something horrifyingly unnatural about schools, they are very heartless places to be... They are just... just like armies. But now I have the privilege to I enjoy these great teachers we have in every issue, and I do enjoy them, more than I can say... I know in my heart that they are right and good for me, even if they fill my eyes with tears - sometimes they do. Life is simple, life is love, judging is never necessary and it leads nowhere. Judging has never changed the world, but love has - and it will again.

But I am very tired now. I have to do work that kills me inside again tomorrow, so I am grateful for these brief, hasty moments of joy with PSW. Later.

Love,
Lea

The badger is out there

2010-05-30T16:10:00.002+03:00

On Thursday, I had a walk in the darkening forest around 10 PM. I was alone this time and made no sound as I walked down the little road that leads deeper into the forest. I noticed that something small is coming, running, towards me. He was pretty fast and did boldly his own thing – I swear I could hear him sing “la la la la la” in his head as he continued sniffing this grass and that grass - and then he just.. ran towards me.
I realised soon enough that it was a half blind badger, his small face (compared to his huge ass) was painted with black and white stripes, like it was some sort of a mask, and this badger was a bold one indeed, so bravely he wore his mask. It was clear that he was not aware of my presence. He came towards me really fast. What a feeling!

Even though I knew he did not see me and that was the reason why this wild animal was practically running into my arms, it still gave me quite a rush. How wonderful feeling it would be, if the animals did not need to be afraid of the human race. Well, my heart felt nothing but love and affection towards this fanstastic creature and I had to start to talk softly before he got too close to me. He would become too alarmed and maybe he would even bite if he had a vis-a-vis with my poor toes.

‘Ahem, my dear, there is a person here.’

Then he finally stopped and started to look into the direction of my voice. I said that he was beautiful and that I meant no harm to him and that I would turn around right away. I guess he did not take my word for it, since he turned around on his heels and ran as fast as he could down the road. When I looked back he had gone out of sight.

I thought that was it. Once in a life time meeting with a shy, yet bold, badger.

Then last night there was two of us walking down the same road just before 10 PM. We talked occationally so I was pretty sure that there is not a chance in hell to meet the badger. Even one rabbit we came accross fled like a fart into the wind. But when we came back the same road later the badger appeared from the forest, exactly in the same spot than two days earlier. Boy, he was perky and happy again. He vanished behind a little hill and when we reached the hill and were able to see him again he was suddenly running towards us fast... Exactly the same show than before. He did not see us. He did not hear us, even as we talked softly to him. He was only 5 meters away when he finally heard my words. I told him again that he is absolutely fabulous and how did he get such a handsome mask on his face?! He was unsure what to do with us. He was staring at us for a minute, once he raised his hair straight up, wondering if that would help a little in this awkward situation, then he boldly peed... We asked him to let us pass him, since it was the only way we could get home. He answered to our plea immediately by running to the forest. I shouted ‘thank you’ to his back and we were free to get back home. We we pretty excited to see this marvelous creature so very, very close and we talked about his appearance the rest of the walk.

Already on Thursday I started to ponder if this badger is actually willing to contribute to the Words From The Wild section of PSW. I guess I stalk the badger gently with camera’s lense as soon as possible. Then Maiccu (at Animals Talk.fi, not Animal Stalk.fi!) has another interviewee and we hear how the silence, almost magically, turns into words again. That’s the plan. We’ll see how it goes. I think the web of love is at work again. I was just slow to react to its call.

Animals will not be harmed in our PSW project. I am willing to take a bite, if I just get one picture of that badger. ;o} I’m sure it would be possible to connect with this brave creature even without the picture, but the picture would be great, of course. In a way it is a proof to our readers that we talk business here, no bullshit. There is way too much bullshit in the world and PSW is not made of it. Far from it.

Heart Stones

2010-04-04T23:35:00.006+03:00

Source: Flickr.

I love healing stones, especially, if they are shaped like perfect orbs. Beautiful, round shapes, always get my attention, and I love to carry stones like that in my pockets.

But I also have heart stones I carry in my own chest. I’ve had them for years, all my life to be exact, it’s a perfect, polished collection of heart stones that I have piled up there, one woe and sorrow at the time, these are stones that come in all shapes and sizes. They’re like my own personal Wailing Wall, I have cherished every item in that stone pile and I have accepted them without asking too many extra questions. I put small mental post-it notes in between them every now and then, especially during my weak moments to remind me what was this stone or that stone for, just that I would not forget these old stone friends of mine…

It is difficult to let go of all the heavy stuff what has happened to you in the past, isn’t it? It’s another genetic – or mental - code we inherited from our ancestors. In addition, I was raised by my grandmother and she belonged to the generation that believed that life is supposed to be hard, painful and even bitter. That is how you get the bigger crown, when you die and go to see your maker. It’s not always easy to convince yourself that the truth is quite the opposite, after a lifetime of lessons like that.

A pranic healer once said to me, that there is a very heavy wall in my chest. She could feel it so well, that she almost collapsed under it while practicing healing on me and all I could say was: ‘Sorry.’

I always thought, that I do not want to be around, when that pile explodes.

Well, I was when it slowly began to stumble down few years ago. It was not a pretty sight.

There are still some stones hanging around, even though as the tears shed have ruined most of the text written on all those post-it notes. I know I am not alone. We all have this tendency to get heart stones. It is a learned habit, really, no more, no less. Many pets have a hard time with humans because of this, because we are so blocked by all these stones and then they naturally start to heal us, since many of them are true healers. They absorb our energy into their own bodies. They might use a life time trying to open our human chests, so that the stones would finally fall away and the ligh, love and joy could push through fully into our heart centers. The meaning of life is to learn to love, to love unconditionally. That is when the life journey truly begins. Not all of us are ready to learn that lesson in this life, but some volunteers can be seen, if you look carefully around you in the world at this time.

It is a bit of a challenge for a cavewoman like me, to let love in. I know I have loved animals more than anything else in life, since people have always hurt me. My own family did hurt me more than anything. They were like creatures from a nightmare to me, and it is not easy to forgive them, especially with some heart stones around. I know my pile is falling down, one stone at the time in these current energies of April, as the light seems to pour down on us from the heaven itself. But it is not always easy. Sometimes the healing process hurts, too. When my stones turn into dust I know I am finally ready to scatter them into the wind with my own hands.

I think that, in a way, the water of time has polished also my heart stones into a perfect, round, orbs, and they have healed me in their own peculiar way. There is a reason for everything that ever happens. I would not be here, where I am now, without those heart stones I carried in my chest. So, I accept their gift, too, before I let them all go. I make them my stepping stones to a better future.

Random Monday

2010-03-05T21:21:00.001+02:00

Farewell.

Many thoughts about death ran in my poor head today, as we were waiting for the vet to come to put down my friend’s dogs today. Two old, grey buddies were ready to leave this place and move on to the other side of The Pearly Gates – or the veil, as I like to say. I know the veil is very thin as the energies on earth rise and nobody ever dies, really, the soul just moves on to another dimension. Or goes back to Home. They are not far away, these wonderful dogs. Our true home is not on earth, this is just a playground where we can play lots of 3D games with each other and maybe even learn something in the process…

Grave digging is rough and the emotional pressure of handling two, limp dead dog bodies can make you cry and laugh at the same time. The situation in itself is quite absurd, maybe because you were not born to be a grave digger in this life, or maybe just because it is, well, absurd situation. I guess it is something you can never really get used to. I understand that people who work with dead bodies on a daily basis, grave diggers and pathologists and the like, actually have a bit weird sense of humour. I understand that perfectly. Jokes do help to relieve the emotional pressure that grows inside you. So as much as I cried and blessed the two precious souls and furry friends today, almost as much I was laughing in the process. There were many spirit guides and angels present, I felt a very gentle energy around us, and laughter is the essence of Home. Everything was in perfect order, just another ride in the emotional roller coaster.It seems that I also have a tendency to laugh in weird places, just as I am famous to cry in weird places. (See what I wrote couple of days ago.)

In the morning I was told that one dog is put down, but when the vet drove to the driveway I found out, that both dogs go to Heaven today. So, I was prepared to say goodbye to one dog, but then in the matter of minutes, I had to say goodbye to two dogs! I was holding the bigger one when he fell asleep. Sad, mad, feeling. Not easy to calm yourself in order to calm the dog.

So the thoughts were a bit random this Monday. Death is something you do not think about every day. I even found myself wondering why we like to think that The Grim Reaper always carries a scythe. And then it hit me: he needs the scythe to cut the silver cord. It’s very appropriate tool, indeed. Got to admit that. Clever man. (Is it really a man? Our reaper today was a woman.) Today the silver cords of these two dogs were cut chemically. It was quite easy and peaceful process. I am grateful for that. Don’t get me wrong, it was not easy… I knew these dogs for years and they were dear to me.

I think I’ll never get used to handling limp, dead, animal bodies. But I can do it, when I have to. And I can dig a grave when I have to. It’s all part of life and the cycle we live in. Souls do born and die and then, if they are crazy enough souls, they are born again here on earth.

Blissards

2010-02-24T14:22:00.003+02:00

The snow storm is over, for now. We are left with huge, white, brilliant snow sculptures all over the yard. Sun is shining and the birds sing joyfully as they eat their bird seeds, saying thank you, thank you, thank you! Their joy and gratitude for life and this moment is overwhelming and how beautifully their bright red feathers gleam in the sun. The wind is cold but if you stand beside the corner, in the sunlight drinking hot coffee, it is not that bad.

I am out of The Internet – more or less - my soul is craving for connection with the world, since my router is like my heart; the signals come and go and mostly just go away, leaving me clueless and drinking coffee alone in the bed. And then there are the stormy energies of February. They blow my body out of this world, to the unknown territory, I can only call it with the word bliss. So, nothing new under the sun: blizzards and blissards of love sweep the earth, the spring is close at hand, we dream of snow while hibernating under the heavy load of snow.

Inherited Injustice

2010-02-17T22:37:00.000+02:00

Those are very beautiful eyes… yet they make me think that this creature comes from another planet, if I stare at them for a while... It might as well be a character from a sci-fi novel as far as I am concerned… partly because of the manmade horror movies. I have seen movies with (imaginary) creatures looking something like that. But cassowary (kasuaarit, kasuarer) actually is notoriously known as the most dangerous bird in the world, thanks to Guinness World Records and plenty of other resources as well.

Every animal you meet (or human as well) can be dangerous. Life can be dangerous at any moment - but it can just as well be safe. It’s unnatural to decide beforehand that always something BAD will happen.

What if the moment/meeting is beautiful, peaceful and full of love and trust instead? We create our world with our thoughts, says The Law of Attraction. If we expect the worst, the worst will come to us. We are very good at being ominous, it is something we still have deeply rooted inside our DNA. Scandals and notorious stuff still sells very well, we are attracted to it, like we were obsessed with danger.

All the nature documentaries I’ve seen lately are perfect examples of this: “the world’s most dangerous animals”, “ the world’s most poisonous animals” or the like. In a way it is really sad, and not fair for the animals, because they are very sensitive and they can feel our negative expectations and thoughts about them. They know if we think that they are ugly. They know. How would you feel, if everybody who you ever meet in your life tells you that you are ugly or disgusting? How would that make you feel?

Animals have higher consciousness than we have, so they bear with us humans. They have patience with us, and our weird and nasty thoughts... but for how long, I wonder. Some of them decide to leave earth, rather than continue to live beside us anymore. I understand them perfectly... We are not very easy to live with, if you are an animal.

I don’t like the idea of putting labels to everything in life. I want to see every moment as it is and give the universe a chance. I want to give myself a break from the negative way to see the world. I don’t even watch the news anymore, because they are all negative and they make you believe that there is nothing to wait for. Tomorrow is a bad one, next week is nothing, things are getting better in ten years…. This is the main theme in any news you see on TV these days. Is that what you want? Do you want to be lead to believe that there is nothing but lack coming your way? Lack of beauty, lack of money, lack of hope. What a horrible world they try to create for us, the news and the mass media.

I have lived in the news free zone for years, and it feels bloody good! I don’t need that crap. It’s all second-hand knowledge anyway, I like to trust my heart instead and see where it leads me. And I can't hear my heart with the TV open.

You can never know what another living being is like, until you meet it face to face and look deep into its eyes. (Of course, common sense is needed when encountering wild life.. gotta understand that.) But if you have been told that a certain animal is dangerous, you are already filled with fear when the meeting takes place. The animal(s) in question can sense that. They read it from you, see it from your thoughts that you expect it to attack… or it just gets nervous; because you are nervous. They are way more sensitive and intuitive than most people give them credit for. So, there you are, in a place where a lot of trust and love is needed, but you came into this meeting with your heart filled with fear, because somebody told you to do so in a book, or in a TV series.

The result could be totally different if you trusted your heart, intuition and common sense and let things just unfold naturally. Trusting yourself and your inner voice is extremely important. Do not let the media ruin that for you. (We talk about trust in the next issue of The Power of Silent Wisdom (PSW) as well.) Your heart is able to trust, but your mind is told not to. How is it going to be?

I put the bird on my desktop as a wallpaper today.

It’s a beautiful bird who deserves some respect. I don’t want to write danger on its forehead. I don’t want to live in fear because of a bird who lives on the other side of the world.

It's good to be a woman!

2010-02-13T14:03:00.000+02:00

Lisa Ferrante

Please, do not be offended because of the name of this blog. It's an old phrase I used to play with years ago and it kind of.. came back to me. I like to play with the connotations the word has in our minds, like moodiness, crankiness, sensitivity, PMS, transitions in life... and sometimes I am moody and sensitive I am all the time... I believe that La donna é mobile, and it is something we should be able to laugh about. Well, make no mistake about it, men have hormones, too... ...It's just something we do not talk about that much.

I am a woman, with hormones and all. I see the world as a woman, because I was born as a woman. I'm sure I've had lots of previous lives, maybe I have been a man on Earth, few times around, but here and now, I am a woman. Can't change that and I do not even want to. It is good to be a woman! I do not take it so seriously, though, being a woman. It is just another chance to experience life in the physical form on Earth and have fun here and enjoy it, to the bottom of every hormone.

The pages in this diary of a cave woman come and go because sometimes I feel like deleting them all, wondering: what was I thinking? Like the hormones and blood that run in my veins, so does the inner world in me evolve and change, and sometimes I think that what I wrote years ago, is just plain... stupid. So, I delete it. If I evolve, I let the blog evolve as well.

Nothing in life is written in stone, especially not my blog.

I do burn the pages from this book in the fire of the cave every now and then.

So, bear with me.

;o}

Another Windy Day

2010-01-05T21:41:00.000+02:00

Art by Matt Lively.

I have buried myself to the bed with a laptop. My mind and body is weary of all the work that has been going on for the last three weeks or so. Now is the time to heal the internal wounds all that crappy, busy, city life has caused.

The wind howls around the building, like it has been doing for several years now, or at least so it seems to me. I think of it as a heavy breathing of Mother Earth, she is having a bit hard time with us funny humans. We have lost our connection with her, more or less. She nurtures us well, like she has always done. We get our nutrition, clothes and buildings from her, but we do not even care to say ‘Thanks, Mom’. We have taken all we get from her for granted, just like children often do what it comes to their caring mother.

I say mental ‘thank you’ when I get a glimpse of a beautiful sunset, or when I raise my eyes to meet the starry sky in the middle of the night. In my heart this planet is the most beautiful place in our universe and just a little look of her, or the animals or plants among us always brings tears of gratitude to my eyes. It does annoy me sometimes, and it might even be a bit embarrassing, since there is not a one single nature documentary on TV that does not make me cry like a river. I cry at beauty and amazing diversity of life, without exceptions. (I’m glad that I live alone. My eyes leak in the strangest places.) I am a bit sensitive. A bit? I don’t know. There might be people out there who cry when they see a bus coming down the road, who knows? I cry at beauty. (No offence to busses.) Running horses always make me cry. Can’t help it. I just live with it.

Well, teary eyes or not, now is spring time, finally. This is the spring of all the springs. It is more than welcome after the extreme winter we had this year. The loads and loads of snow are all gone and I know the nature spirits have already woken up and I am dying to hear them jump up and down in the forest again! My intuition is also very alert this spring, it raises a hope inside me that I could connect with the elementals some day. So I kind of hope that the winds die later this evening and I can walk in the garden and listen to the sounds of fairies and leprechauns - or whatever they wish to be called. As long as they rise and shine and get to work we have another summer in our hands soon and the abundance of earth rises from the ground again. All our needs are always met here. Mom knows how to take care of her children, even though the children were a bit lost.

We’ll see what happens. Later.

Art: Matt Lively.

Inside Job

2009-08-22T14:56:00.000+03:00

Marrwho Hasati

” Stop trying to heal the planet and everybody on it. Heal yourself and work to maintain your center and balance. Then everything else will fall into place. Work in your community to better it for all souls, especially the youngest and the oldest. And respect the boundaries of all things and their right to live on Earth.”

Animal Spirits (Group) Via Diane Roth. From the book Animal Voices by Dawn Baumann-Brunke.

I love this. This is the whole meaning of life: you did not come here to save everybody else, you came here to heal yourself. We all have necessary inner work to do to heal ourselves. We can’t heal/help others until we are whole, no matter how much we would love to…

So, there is nothing wrong in being a little selfish, as long as you do not hurt others in the process.. The change begins inside you, with this “inside job” we can become whole. Then everything changes, in an instant.

You are the miracle worker... you, but you have to start from yourself. Do the inside job first.

That is what spirituality is all about. It is about the inner work you came here to do.

An Exchange of Love

2009-05-24T19:41:00.000+03:00

It’s easy to understand the power of love, everybody knows that. It’s easy to believe that miracles happen out of pure love. Miracle is a word we all know, but not all of us are ready and willing to connect animals with the word “miracle”…

Madeleine Walker’s book An Exchange of Love is quite miraculous. It’s a book about animals healing people in past, present and future lifetimes. It’s a bit different than other AC books I’ve read lately. This one did not make me cry, but it was a gentle jaw-dropper. The love animals bring to this planet and to its people is limitless, unconditional, and yes, miraculous! If you understand that animal communication is real thing (whatever that means), then this book is for you. Oh, well, if you’re not a believer, just go for a walk with your dog. I’m sure s/he would love to go for a walk right now.

Here's a little quote from Madeleine’s page:

An Exchange of Love, the philosophy taught by Madeleine Walker, goes much further than that. She teaches that our animal friends have often been with us through many incarnations, and that as our lives long friends, they have access to parts of our subconscious that we ourselves are too technological to tune into. In this way, when an animal ‘misbehaves’ to the point where the owner feels it necessary to summon help from her, Madeleine’s communication with the pet, reveals traumas needing healing, not only in the animal, but also in the owner. In this way, the pet is able to ‘flag up’ a problem, deep-seated within their owner that they themselves might not even have been consciously aware of, until it’s brought to their attention. The words, ‘an exchange of love’, represent the one life form’s ability to heal the other.